27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
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Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37256955
03 Oct, 2011 08:07 AMHatred
One simple word
To describe how
I feel
So stupid
But at the same time
A genius
You control people around you
And you enjoy
Crushing them to Pieces
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Anger,
HateVotes: 1417577
28 Jan, 2014 08:59 PMShe finds a knife,
Cuts real deep.
Doesn't understand,
The life she could keep.
She feels trapped,
Inside her mind.
In misery
She tries to find.
She tried for peace,
Tried for love
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Cutting,
Suicide,
Sad,
Hate,
PainVotes: 1323941
09 Sep, 2011 06:15 AMI've always wanted to see you again,
to hear your voice,
to look in your eyes.
I've always wanted to hold your hand,
to hug your wide back,
to smile like idiot together with you,
just like back then.
At first I thought,
oh look at that punk,
but soon as the time passed,
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Happiness,
MemoriesVotes: 1137598
23 Aug, 2012 08:20 AMInsecurity has no cure so why spell it out?
Why make up lies just because you're in doubt?
Bullied for anything you wish
I hold tightly to my razor blade
I can deal with this.
Smashing the mirrors cause I hate what I see
My razor blade should fix everything
The coolness of it against my pallid flesh
Crimson blood of a new wound. Fresh.
Tears stained against my skin
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Depressed,
Emo,
Alone,
Hate,
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SadVotes: 1037742
16 Feb, 2015 10:28 PMOne single night in my room
We spend talking and reading
one single night in my room,
was all it took for the walls to start bleeding
Let me back up to the day that you came
You entered the house as my sisters lover
A man with money and looks
I could see what she saw in you.
Your relationship seemed to go smoothly
and yet there were still problems there
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Cheater,
Love,
Hate,
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Streets,
HomelessVotes: 818364
09 Sep, 2011 06:12 AMEver since that moment,
I was given a punishment for the sins that I must atone,
Those feelings that couldn't reach you...
All because I let go of your hand...
I lost the one I loved the most,
and I'm the one at fault.
If I hadn't let go of your hand,
Would you still be by my side?
If I hadn't... at that time.
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Sorrow,
Hate,
Love,
MemoriesVotes: 829094
01 Dec, 2014 06:02 PMWritten on my arms, lays a story left untold
Enfolding me in sin; I'm breathless and alone
I stand in a lifeless world, embraced in a brutal cold
Unforgiven and broken; shattered by a heart of stone
A mistake I made years ago, has settled down inside
Enfolding me in a tale, embracing my somnolent mind
I'm surrounded by defeat; I have long swallowed my pride
I stand so still, so desolate, I have lost all track of time
Winter was upon, delicate snow, on sin it laid
As I looked out for rain, to wash it all away again
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Life,
Pain,
Past,
Love,
Hurt,
HateVotes: 730005
09 Sep, 2011 06:10 AMThe first time I met you, was here, at this place
it was the fate I could never run away from,
it's reality that I'm chained to face...
Day by day...
You took away my dreams,
You took away my hopes,
You took away my smile,
Yet I will never be able to escape this invisible rope,
that I'm tied up with for the rest of my life.
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Pain,
Sadness,
Sorrow,
Hate,
LoveVotes: 729284
15 Oct, 2012 07:24 AMWell here I am again
Left broken and confused
You hurt me
and I feel used
I used to be strong
till you broke me apart
I used to have life,
but now you broke my heart
I held the world up for us
Nothing ever pulled us down
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SadVotes: 537432