27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37219263
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4182668
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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PainVotes: 2267296
22 Oct, 2012 07:40 AMYou said you loved me and that
You promised to always be there for me
And tho I believed to the lying fact
I still cared for you I said I'll always be
But as that faithful day my sun just died
My sky's darken gray filled black with lies
Why did you have to go ?
What did I do for you to hate me so?
Like Gemini you were my twin
The one I cares for ans always did
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HeartbrokenVotes: 258690
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PMOh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
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BetrayalVotes: 453914
28 Apr, 2016 07:25 PMthe skies shall mourn,
for they're masters of disguise -
But no poet's hand can paint
the shades of blue,
dwelling in your eyes.
The spring shall rejoice,
and the winter will scorn
Just like the sun; for it ever plays
with my forlorn -
honeyed kisses of it's rays.
So if the stars are meant to glisten
and if the winds are destined to cry
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SilencVotes: 851853
10 Dec, 2012 02:47 AMKill me now,
Just do it,
My life sucks
how bad could death be,
I don't care,
Just kill me.
Bring down the knife,
Let it tear my skin to shreds,
And put me to bed,
An eternal sleep,
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DepressedVotes: 850149
01 Jun, 2012 12:57 AMI walk down the broken road,
Trying to make it in this cruel world,
I have ran away from problems before,
And trying to forget in the process,
Never getting to far.
I always kept saying,
"Keep going",
Everything was going good for me,
Until I chose the wrong path,
I lost everything that meant something to me.
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SorrowVotes: 446556
25 Jul, 2013 12:58 PMI've gone and started thinking,
Pain as I'm slowly sinking
I climb the rhyme to try to find whats missing,
Views in my dreams that hit me, Most vividly,
Faces that are too cold to touch,
Empty vessel, my heart a new crutch,
Place into the metal the meaning right against my temple
Pull trigger, boom boom collapse,
smash crash and the devil standing as the priest in mass.
mourning over a body who's soul is lost away
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Too LateVotes: 543828
19 May, 2013 01:45 PMTears of sorrow falling from my eyes
A black waterfall, of love and lies
A fake perfection
An eternal addiction
Loving an illusion
Living in delusion.
Tears of sorrow falling to the ground
Weeping, crying, in a silent sound
A task of flesh and bones
A mask of blood and stones
A lake of poisonous rain
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SorrowVotes: 341372