08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Tags:
Life,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Lost,
Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4867209
20 Sep, 2010 12:08 PMI thought I loved you
I thought i needed you
But now its over
and i dont know what to do
I miss your laugh
please come back
i miss your smile
Dont hold back
Every time i look at you
I get butterflies
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Tags:
Hurt,
Sadness,
Mormon,
Depression,
Love,
Heartbroken,
TearsVotes: 3945405
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37220269
08 Oct, 2010 09:54 PMI can still remember the moments
when I've been with the most special person in my life
he makes me laugh
when everything seems to be dull
makes me remember
when things seem to be forgotten
he makes me dream
when there seems to be no hope
he makes me love
when almost everyone thinks it will only bring pain....
i can still remember the moments
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Tags:
Love,
Pain,
Companionship,
Hurt,
Letting Go,
Holding OnVotes: 3534115
26 Sep, 2011 05:56 AMYou're out of my life
it hurt at first
but now I'm alright
I decided to not listen to your lies anymore
it's over it's through
I've closed my door
so many times I've been played as a fool
at first you were a good person b
ut now you're just cruel
you said if I would wait
one day we would be together
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Tags:
Betrayed,
Hurt,
BrokenVotes: 2723660
28 Jul, 2011 08:15 PMFrom start to finish I wonder why
The cuts look good in this messed up lie
The blood that trickles down my arm
People all stare at the girl who self-harms:-
"The emo" they call me
I turn to my name
They act out slicing their wrists
I hang my head in shame
I can't help my feelings
Of being alone
I hide myself for the day
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Tags:
Cut,
HurtVotes: 2315457
09 Sep, 2011 10:59 AMIt`s been a while,
Hearing your name there`s a bit of sadness in it
The more I try to block you away
The more I can`t stop thinking about you
I`m sorry empty smiles are all I can offer
I`m broken all over.
All I can feel is hurt and pain
I don`t want this unbearable feeling to end
It`s the only proof left that you were here
Our memories are starting to fade,
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Tags:
Memory,
HurtVotes: 1415993
01 Jun, 2013 12:47 PMI wonder if it'd be nice to drown?
To feel the burning lack of air inside your throat?
To see yourself as you're slowly flowing down,
Deep to the bottom, you gently, gently float;
I wonder if it'd be nice to jump?
Jump of a building, the wind whipping your hair?
You'd end up looking at the sky, your body slumped,
And still feel the gentle touch of air;
I wonder if it'd be nice to overdose on pills?
Wouldn't it be great to finally leave this place?
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Tags:
Forgotten,
Love,
Death,
Suicide,
Depression,
Darkness,
Loneliness,
Hope,
HurtVotes: 1339428
06 Sep, 2010 11:55 AMWe cry everyday for the same reasons.
We cant help but do it.
We hold it in as long as we can but soon we will crack.
No one understands why we do this and they say it will be ok
but they don't even know what we have to deal with everyday of our stupid lives.
We talk about killing ourselves but we don't yet...
One day we really will because no one understands.
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Tags:
Emo,
Pain,
HurtVotes: 1320996
08 Jun, 2016 08:22 PMAs i wake every morning and look in the mirror.
I slip on my mask to hide all my tears.
The Mask so pretty, the mask of many smiles.
To see through it may take a while.
Some take the time to look a little deeper,
but at the end of the day I'm My Own Reaper.
Days go by as the mask of many Smiles fades.
I have to remind myself I will see better days.
Soon very soon The smiles will stay
because I need to be happy with myself one day.
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Tags:
Sad,
Depression,
Hurt,
Cry,
TearsVotes: 1225194