27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PM
What is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
, DepressedVotes: 48
28 Oct, 2012 07:19 AM
I would have given up my life for you.
I guess it's true what they say about love being blind.
Girl I lost you in deep space in my mind.
And believed on you because
I have loved you more than a lie.
And all you had to do was apologize.
Sadness had me at the end of the line.
Helplessness would just break this heart of mine.
Loneliness only want's you back here with me.
'Commonsense' Knows that your not good enough for me.
, SadnessVotes: 8
31 Oct, 2012 02:03 PM
My tears feel like acid
as they fall form my eyes,
burning up my face,
damn I'm torn apart inside.
Why'd he have to be the one
to stab and turn the knife?
I let him have my heart,
he said he'd keep it safe,
but instead he turned his head
and left and walked away.
, SadnessVotes: 3
22 Oct, 2012 07:40 AM
You said you loved me and that
You promised to always be there for me
And tho I believed to the lying fact
I still cared for you I said I'll always be
But as that faithful day my sun just died
My sky's darken gray filled black with lies
Why did you have to go ?
What did I do for you to hate me so?
Like Gemini you were my twin
The one I cares for ans always did
, HeartbrokenVotes: 2
10 Dec, 2012 02:46 AM
My heart is broken,
It's been shattered to pieces,
And you don't give damn,
Because you're the one who broke it.
I loved you,
And you loved me too.
Or so I thought,
I fought back the tears,
Appear when I'm alone,
, SufferingVotes: 1
30 Oct, 2012 03:19 AM
I have trusted you more than I wanted to,
I thought your would stay
but in the end you were just passing through.
I have lend you my trust,
but in the very end you covered it with dust.
There was so many lies that I believed,
but apparently I was stupid enough to be deceived.
You've hurt me in so many ways,
and I tried to heal myself in so many days.
I wish you had taken care of my trust,
, SadnessVotes: 1
28 Oct, 2012 07:16 AM
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep,
let me rest, Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
, HeartbrokenVotes: 3
19 Feb, 2012 01:53 PM
Please, I beg you,
break my ribs with brass knuckles until it bleeds
rather than ripping my hurt to pieces with your presence
Every single fucking day is a sweet nightmare I never want to end.
My daily dose of heroine, except the needle never pierces my skin.
The drug never injects my bloodstream. Yet I have vowed to never let it go.
I am addicted to it.
I know that I mean much little to you, but you are the life of me,
so little that you can't stand my hideous display.
, Unspoken Love
, SadnessVotes: 5