Showing sad stories for tag "suicide"

Speak Silently

CrystalWolfTear

29 Apr, 2014 11:21 PM

It seems like life always gets in the way. Restrictions lurk everywhere; life is not enjoyable. I get hurt easily, I get disappointed easily. Life gets harder everyday. Even when I try to stand up, I fall back down knowing that I am weak and hurting. My feelings are indescribable, you could even say that my heart is literally ripped and torn; my scars are engraved with every second of my petty existence. I am isolate from the world and I am not planning to change that, I am dying yet I won't put up a fight... I am drowning in my misery, yet I won't struggle when I lack air. Time seems to be moving quickly then fading, I am left in the past wishing for something impossible... Wishing for my past to be erased; yet the harder I wish for it the more I get hurt. It seems... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Suicide
Votes: 14
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My note, You decide what to do...

Carter Mullins

22 Jun, 2013 03:40 AM

Every one who reads this please give me your honest opinion. My name is Carter Douglas Mullins. And my whole life has been swaying to both sides. You may have read before a story I write called Mason and I. Well if you read it all you would know that for a lot of my life I have been a suicidal. It really sucks how all these people want to help sometimes because somewhat they are giving me even more reasons. Yes I have loving parents, and other family and yes I take a pill called paxel to help me get happy. And yes I used to have a therapist. And now though it has become exceedingly harder to move on. I cant help to look back at my parents and my family to see what they have been through. So far I have lost my twin, a couple of... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Love, Hurt, Regret, Pain, Memories, Family
Votes: 12
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Almost Broken

Lily Vasilyeva

01 Jun, 2013 07:32 PM

Standing at the edge of a precipice. Looking down into the bottomless abyss. No way out. A few more steps forward, and you teeter on the thin crumbling line. One more step forward and you'll fall, give in to the darkness, let it shroud your senses with blissful numbness. Just disappear from here... If you go back, you'll break apart, shatter to pieces which then will dissolve to dust under the burning merciless glare of the sun. And it'll happen oh so very slowly. After you completely break down, after there's nothing left inside of you. After the emptiness takes over and your heart becomes hollow. After your eyes are blank and empty, glazed over. When every smile you make seems to be brimming with happiness, but in reality it's like a stake being driven through your soul. When every laugh is like another needle in the pincushion that your... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Sad, Story, Pain, Hurt, Depression, Heartbeat, Heartbroken, Heartache, Abyss, Alone, Misery, Sadness
Votes: 12
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My nightmare life.

Jeffrey

23 Nov, 2012 11:34 PM

So, this is my life, my story and my pain. This isn't a love story or any of that stuff this is my story, my entire story. You the people reading this will know how it all started, and how it ended. This story is all true, nothing made up. I hope you learn some stuff from this story. It all started in middle school. I had a lot of cool, Truthful and Helpful friends, at least I thought I did. Until one day I started being blackmailed over Facebook, Still not exactly sure how he found me but he did. He put up pictures of me Naked... I was disgusted, sickened and mad. That's where stuff started getting bad. I started loosing all my respect, friends and everything. I moved schools, thought I'd be happy and not bullied anymore, Right???, Wrong. I started being blackmailed again, the man came... [Read More]

Tags: Bullying, Suicide, Blackmail, Hate, Depressed, Sad
Votes: 12
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I Just Really Hate Life.

Bevan

06 Apr, 2012 12:53 AM

I don't know why I'm doing this. I'm so pitiful and no one cares. I guess I just need to vent. yes, this is a true story. I guess it all starts with no one really caring about me. I was the child who was ignored. The the child who was born for failure. Whatever. I'm over that, but what really pisses me off is that no one really started even looking at me until I got "pretty". I started wearing makeup. people actually talked to me. but they didn't care. I knew they didn't. I just wanted someone to talk to me for once. I went years without anybody even glancing at me and it felt good that people wanted to talk to me.. I started dating this boy who really cared about me.. well I don't know.. maybe he was just going through the motions like everyone else.... [Read More]

Tags: Hate, Life, Death, Suicide, Heart Break, Broken Heart, Cutting
Votes: 12
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I Tried

Cassy

03 Nov, 2016 01:48 PM

I sit, trying to work on homework as my boyfriend puts his hands all over me. I don't like it. No. I hate it. But I can't say no. I wish I could, I try, but because.....of what happened,I can't say no. I can't say the word. I try, but I can't break up with him. I am shackled to him through chains of repression and stupidity. The class ends, and I haven't gotten anything done. I tried, but I can't concentrate, when I'm being violated....I can't really concentrate at all. I try, but I can't. I think I might have ADD. According to my research, I have many symptoms of ADD. My friends call me spacey sometimes. They get annoyed when I can't listen to them when they talk to me. I think I should tell my parents about my concerns. Well, I tried, but they dismissed it. My... [Read More]

Tags: Failure, Suicide
Votes: 10
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My guardian angel

Tory

17 Jan, 2013 08:45 PM

As I slowly drag the the blade across my arm the blood flows out of me. "Just one more." I told myself this lie so many times before. "Just one more" I pleaded again and again. "Last one." I lied again, now my arm is blood covered, and cut to the bone. "What now," I ask myself. I throw the blade. "How could you do this to me?!?" I covered my face as I cry crystal tears. The blood keeps flowing. Again I promise myself no more. My arm goes numb from the pain. I run outside into the rain. I fall to my knees. . I let the drops go into the cuts I scream in pain as a puddle of red forms below my arm. The rain keeps falling and stinging the cuts I have made up and down my arm "Why?! Why, did you have to feel... [Read More]

Tags: Guardian Angel, Love, Suicide, Cutting, Self Harm
Votes: 10
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What you want the most.

Kevin

10 Jun, 2012 04:14 AM

Its the thing that you want most in this world. That you just can't have. The thing you try hardest to find or get. And you feel like you can't reach it. Even though I'm young it's still something I want. I have best friends but its just guy relationships. That's not a real relationship. I want something that feels real. Someone not just to make out and have sex with. I want that close relationship that you feel when your with someone you really care about and that you know they care about you. I just want to feel loved and wanted. I've never felt that. I've had girlfriends but never felt that cause none of them were serious. I just want that feeling you get when you've been with someone for a long time where when you try it just becomes natural and that I love to do... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Unloved, Suicide, Missing, Sad
Votes: 10
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Death v.s. patience

Ross

26 Apr, 2011 10:38 PM

So a boy was in love with this girl for years, but they didn't go out. He decided to finally tell her how he felt, she said she liked him too but she only said that cause she didn't want to be mean. And he knew he was no doubt in love with her, but she just couldn't understand it. NOTHING else in the world ever made him as happy as she did. One day, the boy asked the girl out, she said she would, but she's going through a lot at the time and she's not ready for a relationship which was only an excuse. The boy understood and was okay with waiting for her cause he knew she was worth the wait. Just a few days after this, she got together with another guy. The other boy was furious, and asked her why she did that, she wouldn't... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Death, Wait, Boy, Girl, Relationship, Hospital, Suicide
Votes: 10
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I screwed up

Ethan

02 Nov, 2017 05:31 AM

I have done a lot of thing's in my life that I am not proud of, but this, this is the worst. It's the start of my freshman year in college I figure out that there is an app to find people that live around you that are gay...I use this app, meet some people, talk to some people. Then I continuously message this one guy for a long time, hoping that he responds, one night after a concert he finally responds we talk for a bit, and plan on meeting so we meet on October 26th, 2016. It was the best night of my life, in a Walmart parking lot I met this man full of smiles, nervousness, and happiness he gets into my vehicle and we talk forever, and ever. The next day he asks me to do something with him so we go and hangout for the... [Read More]

Tags: Breakup, Suicide, Sadness
Votes: 9
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