Showing sad stories for tag "suicide"

I Died That Night

Silence

12 Apr, 2015 05:18 PM

I don't really remember a time when I haven't experienced suicidal thoughts; they've been flooding my mind on and off for the past few years. It seems natural to say that I never really experienced an urge to live. I never understood how other people could say "I want to live forever" or "I don't want to die" and mean it. On the 4th of April 2015 at around 2:00pm I did something that I have been hesitant about for weeks. I don't even know the reason as to why I did it, I wasn't really feeling down or suicidal, instead I felt cruelly happy to hold the power to take my own life, as pathetic as it may sound. I held the morphine pills in my hand; thoughts racing through my head 'what will others think?' 'will they cry?' 'what does death feel like?'...I remained calm and open to... [Read More]

Tags: Resuscitated, Suicide, Death, Guilt, Regret
Votes: 27
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The Broken Girl

Maria

15 Aug, 2011 04:58 PM

Once upon a time, there was a girl. She was the worlds biggest hopeless romantic, and always dreamed of finding her soul mate. She had severe, horrible abandonment issues, because her father had abandoned her. Her father was leaving one day and looked her straight in the eye and told her that she was unlovable.That no one would ever, ever love her. She had fallen in love before, but there was one special boy. She risked EVERYTHING for him. She wasn't aloud to date him. Her stepfather beat her when he found out she loved him, because she was 14 and he was 17. But she still loved him enough to keep in contact, even though she feared what her step dad would do. He swore multiple times that he wouldn't leave, that he understood her constant fear of abandonment. He told her he loved her, he promised he wouldn't... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Abandonment, Love, Sadness, Cutting, Self, Mutilation, Loss
Votes: 26
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What just happened?

JSweet

24 Mar, 2016 07:30 AM

Anika. My best friend. My BFF! What she did could be forgotten but not easily. She betrayed me and everything I stand for. I don't understand, what did I do?? Did I hurt her somehow so she felt the need to do what she did?? I don't understand... It was about two years ago that I met Anika. We became instant friends. Similar taste in music, similar opinions, similar style and just similarity in everything, but we never got bored of each other. We told each other everything, even super gross stuff that we did. I trusted her with my life, I think she felt the same. One day, at our hell hole of a school, we notice something immediately. A new kid. HE was gorgeous. We looked at each other and ran over to him introducing ourselves. His name was Travis, he also had similar music taste as us... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbreak, Betrayal, Bestfriend, Suicide
Votes: 25
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I'm sorry

Alessia

23 May, 2015 11:55 AM

Melania- It's like im stuck in this deep dark hole of sadness... Questions surround me like, will i ever be happy again? How do i be happy? Statements like, i want to be happy again just flood my brain. 16 years of age, 3 year batteler of depression. For the past three years i have always debated on killing myself. Attemps were made, but my strength got the better of me. But now, its like nothing before. I am worse than i was, i am more sad than i was and really i am more scared than i was. Looking at blades are something so usual now. Cutting into my skin is something so daily. It's like it's a daily routine. I feel as though its time. Time to leave. Cutting is like it was so three years ago, crying too. It's time to end all pain. Im sick and... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Suicide, Pain, Funeral, Cutting
Votes: 24
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His Hero.

MysteryGuy

16 May, 2015 05:13 PM

When my wife died in an accident almost an year ago the only reason for me to live was my 3 year old son.He was the second best thing that ever happened to me after my wife.He used to consider me his hero as I was a rescue pilot he always insisted that I take him on my missions. One day I got a call at work that a school bus had dropped in the river due to heavy rain and slippery roads.I fired up my helicopter and flew there as fast as I could. There was zero visibility due to heavy rain so it took us a while.Until we pulled the victims out....the driver and the two kids they were half gone.After rescuing the victims I flew back to the hospital as fast as I could when suddenly my fellow rescue pilot patted on my shoulder:Give me the handle... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Separation, Shattered, Suffering, Father, Love, Wife, Pain, Death
Votes: 24
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A Broken Road

Nathanael

02 Dec, 2014 05:00 PM

A Broken Road It was a late October afternoon and while many families were in their homes having dinner, or perhaps watching television together, a car pulled to the side of Farm Road 117 in Orange County, Missouri. While the car was of a beautiful silver, and was no less than a luxury vehicle, the woman driving alone inside wanted nothing to do with the car or anything else. This woman’s name was Tina and as she sat in the stalled car crying, the autumn wind blew gently through the trees of many colors. Her crying had caused her eyeliner and mascara to smear, giving her the illusion of two black eyes. Her sobs reverberated through the air for she was no longer trying to contain her sorrow. To her right, two squirrels quickly jumped from one tree to another as thoughts of loneliness and worthlessness flashed through her mind.... [Read More]

Tags: Depression, Addiction, Suicide, Pills, Family, Unloved
Votes: 23
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I am no more.

MysteryGuy

01 May, 2015 12:17 PM

Her name was jane.She was the most beautiful girl in the world und the most popular girl in the school mainly because of her looks and personality.While I was an ugly guy who was bullied,abused and the loneliest guy of the school.The few good friend's I had left the school or moved on to become a part of the popular group. We used to study together since pre-school but never really talked to each other but I was madly in love with her.On the other hand she didn't even notice me.One day I decided to talk to her and give her a hint I loved her because there was no other way to tell her.Days passed by and her boyfriend although they weren't official noticed it that I had feelings for her Her boyfriend was far more handsome than me and the popular guy of the school.That night he came... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Suffering, Love, Darkness, Beaten, Death
Votes: 21
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Bullied

Fairy Tale

15 Oct, 2013 05:16 AM

This is a true story of mine. It happened few years ago but now i'm fine. I just wanted to share it to you. I had those worse memories that i would never forget in my whole life. It was so hurt for me and left a deep scar inside my heart. Sometimes i wonder if it will be happen again. I was 3 when i started my first school time. I don't know why but i was so scared of being with strangers. I couldn't be friends with anyone because i was too scared of them. When the class about to start, I always cried and asked my mom to stay with me and don't leave me with those kids. I have no friends at all. They hated me for being silly and scared. When I was 4 in the kindergarten I always sat alone. Every kids was playing... [Read More]

Tags: Memories, Bullied, Suicide, Hurt, Pain, Tears, Sadness, True Story, Depressed
Votes: 21
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My life

Jason

13 May, 2015 08:06 PM

When I was young, I was adopted into a nice family, but it was ruined when we met a man named Jeremy Capello. He married my step-mother and abused me and her. He locked me in a bathroom and hit me for years until I turned 11. We never celebrated my birthday and he made my life a living hell everyday. When I turned 11 he left for cottonwood,AZ. Afterwards my step-mother started acting weird and she started acting like Jeremy. We moved twice.I started drinking when I was 12 and it ruined my life, but it helped me get over my pain. I stopped drinking when I was about 13 and a half. I started begging myself to die, I started taking pills. I kept taking pills until I met a girl who was also suicidal. We talked and learned we were compatible. We became closer, until she killed... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Suicide
Votes: 19
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Teenager's horrible life

Sabrina

21 Oct, 2012 04:17 PM

There was a family with two kids. A girl of 14 and a boy of 9. He hated her sister for ignoring him. But inside he was loving her. He was ready to do anything for her. Every time he was going to see her in her room, she always had a bad comment to tell him. He was sad that her sister wouldn't let him enter in his room and play with him. Sometimes he wished only he could sat on her bed and watch her in her room. He wouldn't do anything bad to come back an other time... But it never happened. The girl had her owns reasons. She was bullied at school and her dad was abusing her. She felt terrible inside. She wanted to protect her little brother from all what she called "the horrible world of adults". She was having dark ideas. Letters were... [Read More]

Tags: Family, Lost, Tears, Letters, Suicide, Death, Sadness
Votes: 19
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