My guardian angel17 Jan, 2013 08:45 PM
As I slowly drag the the blade across my arm the blood flows out of me. "Just one more." I told myself this lie so many times before. "Just one more" I pleaded again and again. "Last one." I lied again, now my arm is blood covered, and cut to the bone. "What now," I ask myself. I throw the blade. "How could you do this to me?!?" I covered my face as I cry crystal tears. The blood keeps flowing. Again I promise myself no more. My arm goes numb from the pain. I run outside into the rain. I fall to my knees. . I let the drops go into the cuts I scream in pain as a puddle of red forms below my arm. The rain keeps falling and stinging the cuts I have made up and down my arm "Why?! Why, did you have to feel so good you damn blade. Why have you made me who I am?!" I sit there crying on the ground.
I pull out another blade and start cutting my legs. The cuts get deeper and deeper. What do I do now Pleading For more I keep going. Right as I went to do one more i realize someone standing above me... Crying, watching, wondering what I'm doing. As my guardian angel stares at me I feel guilty. "Why are this to me?" She leans down takes the blade and walks away I sit in silence, thinking About what I've done. I stand up with blood running down my leg, arm, and wrist. I can feel myself dying as I'm standing there. I feel someone wrap their arms around my waist I ask myself... Is it him?! Has he come to save me from myself?! I turn around and see his worried smiling face with tears running down his cheeks. He kisses my cheek softly and whispers "I love you babe. Please no more.... I need you." Just then I fall to the ground blood flowing out of me, ready to die I whisper "I love you too. I'm sorry."right then my soul left my body as I said goodbye world. He yelled, "No!" My guardian angel walks over to him and kisses his cheek, and tells him she will always love you. He lays down with his head on her stomach crying. My guardian angel whispers... I will never let you fall ill stand up with you forever, I'll be there with you through it all even if it sends me to heaven...
He stands up and yells through his tears, "No! I was supposed to save her! She was my everything! Why would you take her away from me?! I LOVED HER WITH EVERYTHING I HAD!!!! Please bring her back I need her!" The angel looks down at my bleeding body and breathed life back into me and put my soul back in me. He leaned down and kissed me softly on my lips. His tear hit my cheek and made me wake up from my deep sleep. The angel smiled at us and walked away. He wrapped his arms around me tight me whispered into my ear, "Baby I love you and I never want to lose you again. You're everything I want and need and hope to have. I'm never gonna leave you please don't leave me ever again." My tears run down my cheeks again as he kissed me slowly. When he pulled away he looked into my eyes and smiled. I said, "I love you, and I'm so sorry for leaving you. I will be your guardian angel, saving you from all the harm in this evil world." He started crying again and said, "I love you too."