Showing sad stories for tag "suicide"

Stronger EveryDay (High Hopes)

CrystalWolfTear

20 Jun, 2013 07:22 PM

I am writing a true story. In 2012 I tried to overdose on pills, my mum had died when I was five and my dad had cancer. I was stupid and in deep depression. I used to self harm and I would not listen to anyone and I would not smile at all. I got in all sorts of trouble. I had no hope in myself, I would sit around at night crying to myself to take my life away. Because I thought there was no point of me living. I didn't believe I could get up on my feet again. I had planned to do it again but one of my friends told me that there is no point taking my life away. Because I'm still young. Someday from now I could have a family, a job, go on holidays, meet new people and make my dreams come true.... [Read More]

Tags: High Hopes, Suicide, Together, Trust, Hope, Strength, Life, Broken, Moving On
Votes: 9
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The Friend Whom You Trusted

MeiMei

23 Feb, 2013 03:51 AM

It all started on Tuesday, February 19. I was going home on the trolley with my friend, Linh. We were talking about anything we could think of. But then, we got on the topic of her best friend. She told me that her best friend was the only person she truly trusted. He was everything to Linh. He was always there for Linh and he was the one who would do anything for her. But something collapsed in Linh's eyes. "He wants to suicide." Those words struck me and tears came into my eyes. "Why?" I asked as I stared at Linh, worried what she would say. "He's being cyber bullied...because he is gay." Linh said looking down at her phone. I stared at Linh and got angry. I don't see why people are so judgmental. Why cant they just accept people as they are? Why cant they shut up... [Read More]

Tags: Best Friend, Friends, Suicide, Death, Gone, Depressed, Sad, Bullied
Votes: 9
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Specialist

Evan

18 Nov, 2012 04:43 AM

I met her exactly 2 and a half years ago. I was going through a rough time. I was addicted to drugs and on top of that I was drinking heavily. I met this girl, we talked once in a while. I didn't pay much attention to her till we talked a lot more often. Something made me smile, she never judged me in any way. I remember her and I just started to talk about each others problems in everyday life. She seemed to care for me when I vented to her. I started to smile whenever I caught myself thinking about her. We started sending texts to each other more often. Although on my own time I was having more problems happening around me due to my addictions. I couldn't handle it anymore. During the time she moved to her dads which was down in the states. (I... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Long Distance, Drugs, Love, Breakup, Heartbroken, Pain, Suicide, Alone
Votes: 9
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how can i move on?

chris

26 May, 2010 11:12 PM

nine months ago, i met a girl. she was perfect and beautiful and sexy. her smile, her body, her hair... everything was absolutely perfect... her skin was the perfect complexion with the perfect tint of tan, her auburn hair flowed like water, and her pale green eyes were always shielded behind long, long lashes. after one month of becoming pretty much best friends, i fell in love with her. we shared our first kiss when we were laying under the stars one night and everything progressed from there. we were dating without the label, because i never really asked her out. we were together for four months before i lost my virginity to her, and she lost hers to me. and, that's when i was sure that she loved me just like i loved her. we spent every day together, when winter came. we didn't see each other much from... [Read More]

Tags: Heart Broken, Suicide
Votes: 9
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My collection of sadness.

Zyan

30 Mar, 2016 06:24 PM

It’s time again to ponder about what zyan is feeling again. To be honest I’m holding back the tears that express how I’m feeling right now. I’m sad, depressed, lost, confused, and scared. This talk of cece and I breaking up and her moving on right away to some other person hurts. That’s how you know that your relationship is poor and going down hill. I’m hurting everyday because of this feeling. I don’t want this feeling. It hurts so much and I hold onto it like I’m holding a knife and pressing up against my skin waiting for the time until I crack down and decide to finally cut myself and bleed out. I want love and compassion from my partner and when it feels like you're the only one contributing to the relationship it hurts. You’re confused whether she’s interested in you still or not. There are many... [Read More]

Tags: Alone, Sad, Suicide, Suffering, Story, Secret, Hurt, Heartbroken, Hopeless
Votes: 8
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The Suicide Note

CrystalWolfTear

10 Sep, 2014 08:11 PM

22nd September 2014, I am not holding anyone responsible for what I have done, nor am I blaming anyone who may happen to be reading this. Furthermore, I want to avoid any feeling of guilt or upset. There was no way you could have saved me, nor was there a way you could have possibly known; My mind has been set and I was determined to achieve this end result. I disguised my plans quite well, I just needed to find the right time and the right way, and now that you are reading this, it seems that I have found it. I don't want anyone to feel that I did this because I was weak and tired, no I just felt out of place, like a burden, or more like a failure; constantly feeling hopeless and more often than not, experiencing loneliness. But the feeling has been, until recently,... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide Note, Suicide, Goodbye, Alone
Votes: 8
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Don't Leave me... Please

Just...Katie

06 May, 2013 01:40 AM

Dear you... Yes you... I love you... Don't leave me... Don't overdose on those pills.... don't let her get to you... You are my best friend... If you leave, I leave too, you know that. She is just... I don't know, not a good person. A good person wouldn't leave someone as hurt as you to try to do this over and over again. I'm sorry I keep refusing to get help. It scares me so much I don't even know why... It just does. Don't kill yourself. I love you too much. So many people care about you... you can't tell. What about your little sister? You're such a good big brother. If my brother was half as sweet as you are to your younger sister than I probably wouldn't hurt as much as I do. I'm so sorry you are hurt. If I could take it all away... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Best Friends, Suicidal Friends, Scared, Lost, Broken, Life, Suffering
Votes: 8
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Forever on my mind

Catherine

17 Dec, 2012 07:26 PM

Hi, I'm Catherine and my story is about my ex and friend. So two years ago, I was new at a public middle school and I was going into 7th grade. This was the happiest year of my life so far even though I'm currently a freshman in high school right now. But that's not what this is about. So I met my first love and his name was Simon. I had the happiest times with him and he smashed my heart into millions of pieces when he dumped me. It took me a while but I got over him even though he is currently my best friend. A few months after my breakup with him, I met his friend, John, who was very sweet but a bit of a loose cannon and socially awkward to a lot of people. I kind of thought I liked John since he wasn't... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, True Story, Friend, Agony, Missing, Memories, Sad, Death
Votes: 8
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I'll Never Forget

Alyssa

08 Apr, 2012 11:11 PM

FICTION!!! I'll never forget the day that you did it. The day that you committed suicide. You were my best friend, my boyfriend. What did I do to deserve this? I remember we would always smile and hold hands. There would be those days where we would only think of each other. Let me start from the beginning though. My name is Alyssa and I was transferring to a school in California. I was originally from Connecticut and I was scared that I wouldn't make any friends at my new school. I stepped one foot into the school and all of the teens stopped talking and stared at me. One girl screamed out "What a tramp!" and everybody started laughing, except for you. You walked over to me and said "Forget about those girls." "Thanks." I mumbled. "I'm Max by the way." He said. It wasn't long since I started... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Heartbroken, Sad
Votes: 8
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This is My story

Courtney.

24 Aug, 2010 07:21 PM

I was young, believing in possibilities that were always impossible from the start, that's what happens when you're young; you dream. I always was in love with dragons, everything had to be dragons. From clothes to pictures, to notebooks and books and bags. I was drawing pictures of dragons, writing stories about dragons, fascinated with the thought of seeing movies with them in it. But I was 10, what'd you expect? I started having these dreams in my head whenever I was awake. I had them everyday, it wasn't on purpose to pass time, it just happened. Those dreams became brutal when I was 12, my friends were in those dreams, and the people I hated died. I had no control over what happened in the dreams, and only one person knew what was going on at the time, but the help wasn't enough. At 13, the thoughts and dreams,... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Love, Suicide, Smile
Votes: 8
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