18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Darkness,
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Tired,
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Wretched,
MiserableVotes: 758618
10 Dec, 2012 02:46 AMMy heart is broken,
It's been shattered to pieces,
And you don't give damn,
Because you're the one who broke it.
I loved you,
And you loved me too.
Or so I thought,
I fought back the tears,
My fears,
Appear when I'm alone,
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Forgiveness,
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SufferingVotes: 158308
30 Oct, 2012 03:19 AMI have trusted you more than I wanted to,
I thought your would stay
but in the end you were just passing through.
I have lend you my trust,
but in the very end you covered it with dust.
There was so many lies that I believed,
but apparently I was stupid enough to be deceived.
You've hurt me in so many ways,
and I tried to heal myself in so many days.
I wish you had taken care of my trust,
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SadnessVotes: 157852
28 Oct, 2012 07:16 AMPain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep,
let me rest, Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
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HeartbrokenVotes: 357625
28 Nov, 2012 02:26 AMOh how I met you,
I still remember the day,
You slowly danced with me,
If I only knew you were gonna break my heart
That day.
I saw you everyday,
The more and more I seen your face,
I fell deeper and deeper,
deeper and deeper.
If I only knew, you were gonna break my heart that day.
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DespairVotes: 057547
19 Feb, 2012 01:53 PMPlease, I beg you,
break my ribs with brass knuckles until it bleeds
rather than ripping my hurt to pieces with your presence
Every single fucking day is a sweet nightmare I never want to end.
My daily dose of heroine, except the needle never pierces my skin.
The drug never injects my bloodstream. Yet I have vowed to never let it go.
I am addicted to it.
To you.
I know that I mean much little to you, but you are the life of me,
so little that you can't stand my hideous display.
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Hurt,
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SadnessVotes: 556380
11 Nov, 2012 08:26 AMThose silent nights
Full of tearful star
Shining so bright
Filling so many lonely moment
That beautiful moon
That filled that void
While she sat alone in her room
Seen her cry so many bloody tears
Those dark woods
So mass
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TearsVotes: 155380
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PMOh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
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BetrayalVotes: 454279
07 Jul, 2012 06:13 PMThey ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.
I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.
A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
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SadVotes: 654256
11 Nov, 2012 06:57 PMwhy did this happen to me?
I was everything to her and more to be.
why did it seem everything was going so well
when in reality everything went to hell.
wasn't I right for her or was it not meant to stay?
I should just end it this very same day.
so many tries, less and less hope.
it seems like I'm down to the end of life's rope
I try my best each day right?
it just seems I'm always someones fight.
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LostVotes: 153710