09 Nov, 2017 04:11 AMOnce more I'm numb
I should've known better
How could I have been so dumb?
Now I'm crying on your sweater.
You said I meant something
And I fooled myself into believing I did
But I was just a plaything
And I got outbid
I just wanna know,
Was I plainly practice to you?
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Tags:
Left,
Relationship,
LostVotes: 411043
01 Aug, 2017 08:08 AMWhy should I listen to my heart
It brings nothing but pain
Why should I fall apart
Everytime is the same
Why should I follow a fake a dream
knowing it will bring nothing but more scream
Why should I follow you
When I can let you go.
Do you feel me ???
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Stuck,
Hope,
PainVotes: 426045
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4183977
01 Oct, 2014 11:53 PMThere was a boy, I loved him so,
but then he had to let me go.
He took another upon his knees,
and whispered her things he never told me.
Late at night, the moon shone bright,
my parents came home searched for me both left and right.
On my own, on my bed,
cried and shouted; my feelings for life were never said.
I glanced at myself for one last time,
how could he commit such a crime.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Love,
Lost,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 420748
07 Apr, 2014 09:37 PM? Being Together; is amazing.
A Feeling ive never known.
Yet when your gone;
The worlds dark;
And I am all alone.
The Way You Hold Me;
Hands hot like fire.
Your love scorching me;
Taking me higher and higher.
Ive been captured by something;
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Tags:
Devil,
Angry,
Pain,
Lost,
Love,
Coming OfVotes: 421755
31 Oct, 2012 02:08 PMI'm so numb now,
I can't feel a thing.
I'm so lost now,
I fear not a thing.
This darkness has consumed me,
There's no place to hide.
I've lost all ambition,
I've given up the fight.
The devil has won now.
I'm no longer scared.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Pain,
Unloved,
Depression,
Suicide,
LostVotes: 446160
28 Oct, 2012 07:13 AMFour o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
All alone I feel.
I try to justify all the pain,
All of this guilt before my eyes.
Another day of confusion,
A day of wondering.
Is it ever just going to go away?
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Tags:
Loneliness,
Sad,
Pain,
Lost,
DepressedVotes: 440463
20 Oct, 2012 10:28 PMThere are certain people in our lives
Who we don't even realize
Mean so much to us
And as soon as they're gone
We realize we were wrong
To ignore them
We cry every night
Hoping that they might
Come back
But they're gone forever
Their voices will never
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Tags:
Pain,
Lost,
Regret,
Unloved,
Death,
Hurt,
Memories,
MissingVotes: 452778
12 Oct, 2012 01:39 PMWhy'd it have to end like this?
Why'd you have to go and break me down?
Why'd you have to be the one
to stab and turn the knife?
Why'd you have to be the one to go and
cause me pain?
Why'd you have to be the one to rip my
heart apart?
I let you have my heart
You said you'd keep it safe.
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Tags:
Broken,
Heartbroken,
Left,
Lost,
Crying,
Love,
Unloved,
SadVotes: 450239
12 Oct, 2012 01:35 PMI'm forever lost in this place,
I'll never find the light.
You've let me fall and break,
How dare you?
How could you?
Why would you?
Oh~ I'm forever gone,
this was wrong.
Why? Why'd you have to do this?
You told me that you loved me,
you told me that you cared.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Lost,
Moving On,
Pain,
UnlovedVotes: 434641