27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37218937
30 Jan, 2015 03:10 AMI don't want to hold on to you, if you no longer want to stay.
I don't want to hold on to you, if you think that things can't change.
I don't want to hold on to you, if you no longer care of how I am or how I feel.
I don't want to hold on to you, if you heart no longer beats for me.
I know you love me,
and that I see. but
My darling-dear, you are not in love with me.
Because I love you,
I'll let you be..
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Tags:
Broken Heart,
Love Poem,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lost Love,
Giving UpVotes: 1324760
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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Tags:
Sad,
Sadness,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
Alone,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
EmptinessVotes: 1378226
23 Sep, 2016 10:00 AMInk paper and pen
here we go again
when I thought that I already forget
the feelings to be hurt but not.
ink paper and pen
you are my only bestfriend
when times seems so hard
you stayed with me from the very start.
ink paper and pen
don't know what to write again
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Tags:
Love,
Hurt,
Cheated,
Lies,
Leaving,
Giving UpVotes: 722048
05 Jun, 2018 01:21 PMSometimes in life
You feel like you're lost
Sometimes in life
You feel like you did the most
But it's not going your way
It's falling apart
But you forgot one thing
That you always have to try
Don't lose your goals
Don't forget what's important
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Tags:
Life,
Goals,
Trying,
Try,
Giving UpVotes: 514470
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4182411
31 Jul, 2014 08:09 PMI'm slowly giving up
The sun is setting, the night has come
The sadness, pain and suffering,
my demons once again arise
to torment me at night.
Tears, clear and salty
are kept a secret from those around
without a helping hand to reach for
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Darkness,
LostVotes: 317153
02 Feb, 2014 07:11 AMcame into your lives a lost and lonely child,
Full of anger and resentment,
Overwhelmed with fear and confusion.
Yet you took me into your home, your lives, and your hearts.
From the very beginning you tried to make me feel welcome and wanted.
Though I fought you each step of the way you never gave up on me.
Instead you patiently and lovingly took me under your wings,
protecting, guiding and shaping me.
Showing me love and understanding.
Giving freely and openly the praise and affection I so desperately needed.
All the while expecting nothing in return.
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Tags:
Feelings,
Giving Up,
DepressedVotes: 312089
28 Jun, 2013 02:31 AMDon't give up even when life leaves you high and dry..
Don't give up, stand up
and to the old life please say bye..
Destiny is not easy to run from so don't ask "why"?
Don't give up,
please don't cry..
Even if there is a steel knife in your windpipe,
don't cry..
Just stand up,
breath and to the old life say bye..
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Friends,
Boyfriends,
Broken,
Tears,
Hope,
Life,
Sadness,
Depression,
Moving OnVotes: 340080
03 Mar, 2010 09:32 AMbreak the liminal of Leviathan
let me drown into eternity of lost dreams
don't save me ... please leave libidinous
let the ocean take ordeal
surrounded in familiar blue
infuse life and death forever be complete
shallow waters never flow free
the sea is my sanctity
let the soul finally be released
give desire to sail unexplored ordeals
submerged is the best place to be
to remain under stops time
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Tags:
Hopeless,
Giving UpVotes: 311712