27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
18 May, 2013 08:52 PM
This darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
, MiserableVotes: 7
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PM
The problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
, UnlovedVotes: 3
06 Oct, 2012 03:14 PM
You left me
broken memory ...
life's not fair.
we still had ways
but they never meet
break up with me
, SadVotes: 1
09 Dec, 2013 03:22 PM
You came into my life like a blinding light after spending a thousand days through darkness, an explosion of awesomeness. Yep you came into my life with a bang.. but left just like a bacterial infection.
It started as a small patch of roughness,
a beginning to an ending,
irritating me slightly,
but not quite enough to cause a hint of a worry.
like a stray lock of hair tickling my cheek lightly.
Just as you turned into an unwelcome invasion,
the roughness after all became a bacterial infection.
marring my body not just physically, but emotionally,
it would probably, most likely eventually scar me.
, Break Up
, BloodVotes: 4
29 Oct, 2010 08:40 AM
its sad to say i actually loved you
I'm ashamed i cared
i don't ever want to see your face again
don't look my way or stare
i know you'll be back but i wont give in
i wont let you take my heart once again
I've fought for my heart many times before
this is my last stand
i wont fall to the floor
this time its different
I'm not falling again
I've broke to many bones
, UnlovedVotes: 1