27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
06 May, 2011 11:39 PM
the day you left me alone,
the day on which you had gone,
you never turned back for me and i am still waiting for you,
my heart is still not believing it and i am tired of saying him that it's true,
your memories surround me and i begin to fall weak in front of them,
they never let me go ,like leaves attached to stem,
now i sat near the river and and was trying to find you from its waters,
i am remembering every day spent with you and your laughter,
i was having a look on sky as day turned into night,
so was your reward to me and i was now a string less kite,
and there sat Parry , just remembering you , and breathing for you,
please come back ,,,,,,,,,,,, my heart is still beating for you,.
, Heart Broken.Votes: 31
22 Nov, 2016 09:09 PM
You know you're broken when
Laughter sounds like tears.
And you have so many dark fears.
When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.
And Your world is surrounded by lies.
When you have no need for life.
You stare and wonder at your knife.
You know you're broken when
You can't do anything right.
In your soul, there's no longer light.
When you can't be happy anymore.
, DarknessVotes: 30
10 May, 2016 04:33 PM
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
, PainVotes: 21
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AM
Sadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
, EmptinessVotes: 13
24 Mar, 2013 06:51 PM
A life where no one even knows you exist,
where everything you've ever known was a lie.
A life where you question whether or not the world you are living in is real, or a figment of your imagination,
where nothing seems familiar,
and you forget where you are,
and you don't know how to get back home.
, SadnessVotes: 6
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
18 May, 2013 09:00 PM
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
, DarknesVotes: 4