19 Mar, 2014 06:30 AMOverpowering emotions, feelings...anger, hurt, joy, despair, love...
Back and forth, in opposite directions, never resting.
Then nothing... only numbness...
Am I still alive, still breathing?
Am I capable of feeling...anything?
I want to feel pain, bleed and be human.
I don’t want to be afraid or run away.
Feeling a heart beat inside my chest,
But feelings are absent. You did that!
I am broken, alone, left with only memories.
But the memories serve me well.
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Pain,
Depression,
Sadness,
Hurt,
Nothing,
DarknessVotes: 522303
07 Jan, 2014 06:52 PMThe pain drifts in, once again
The ground glistens from the rain
Winter is ending, spring is near
And soon will pass another year
I look again, don't want to go away
Yet the pain returns from today
I try to stay, but its too late
Its time for me to meet my fate
I'll fade away but won't be gone
I'll linger in shadows alone
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CrystalWolfTear,
Goodbye,
Tear,
SadnessVotes: 321727
11 Mar, 2012 08:10 AMSometimes I think of closing my eyes forever,
for the rest of my life I will be blind,
lost within the darkness I'm delivered
cause only inside the nothing do I find
Only within the nothing lies the answer
somewhere out of nowhere is my kind
together we become a living, breathing cancer,
a body incomplete, inside our mind
So close your eyes and dream of this endeavor
lost within a sin that's become divine
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DarknessVotes: 021473
22 Nov, 2016 09:09 PMYou know you're broken when
Laughter sounds like tears.
And you have so many dark fears.
When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.
And Your world is surrounded by lies.
When you have no need for life.
You stare and wonder at your knife.
You know you're broken when
You can't do anything right.
In your soul, there's no longer light.
When you can't be happy anymore.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Emptiness,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 3020623
22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AMA Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
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Salvation,
Crimson,
Tears,
Darkness,
Sadness,
CutVotes: 719928
23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 718594
31 Jul, 2014 08:09 PMI'm slowly giving up
The sun is setting, the night has come
The sadness, pain and suffering,
my demons once again arise
to torment me at night.
Tears, clear and salty
are kept a secret from those around
without a helping hand to reach for
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Tags:
Giving Up,
Darkness,
LostVotes: 317237
16 Oct, 2011 11:36 AMThe darkness is binding and blinding.
I can't seem to see what really matters.
I'm too busy rapped up in my own petty affairs, to even care,
that there is blood dripping from my wrists,
that there are tears trickling down my cheeks.
I didn't know that following this path,
would break my mothers heart.
But I don't care.
But I DO care!!!
Does it matter?!
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Tags:
Darkness,
Blind,
BloodVotes: 116027
22 Jul, 2011 08:47 PMI have fallen, and I watch.
I watch my world around burn.
My memories set a flame,
But my pain stays and protects
Me from my other emotions.
The flame and smoke stops,
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Tags:
Darkness,
BrokenVotes: 215976
05 Dec, 2015 04:58 AMAnother night closes in
Darkness descends down
Smothering, suffocating,
Drowning me once again
In my deep depths
Of dark despair
Breaking my spirit
Leaving me shattered
Consumed with pain
I'm completely broken
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Tags:
Despair,
Darkness,
DepressionVotes: 1015746