06 Sep, 2010 11:54 AMI cant cry anymore tears
I cant speak up
I just sit on the floor and take the pain
The next morning i try to act like its all ok
but people start to see what is really going on.
One day i will get out but not today.
When i am alone i scratch till there's blood.
the warm blood starts dripping down my arm.
People start to talk but i still act like its all ok.
Maybe one day i will get out...
but not today
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Tags:
Abuse,
Blood,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 323208
30 Aug, 2010 01:37 PMWhy am I hated for being me?
A question I can not answer!
The hate that I receive is mostly from my family!
They do not understand or accept the way I am!
They think that its my fault for every little thing.
These feelings I have,
Were not a choice!
I did not ask for them, nor did I ever want them!
Why would I choose a life of hardness?
Why would I choose a life that I know you all don't understand?
Why would I choose a life that makes me hate my body everyday?
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Tags:
Lonely,
Lost,
SufferingVotes: 321304
07 Jan, 2010 09:56 PMLoneliness consumes every inch of my body.
Aching numbness crawls through my skin.
Blood as cold as ice running through my veins.
Day after day always putting on a happy face,
while inside i'm being tortured by loneliness, aching numbness, and ice cold blood.
You did this to me!!!
You made me this way!!!
You never hear me!!!
You never care!!!
You call me a bitch,
oh, but if you only knew or cared how I felt.
Only one thing left to say.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Loneliness,
PainVotes: 323733
19 Dec, 2012 05:43 PMWhen we met,
I made a bet,
To promise to never love you.
But things were good,
and you understood,
What I had been through.
Now I realize I broke the bet,
as soon as we met,
cause I knew I'd always love you.
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Tags:
Love,
Regret,
Unloved,
Hurt,
Pain,
Suffering,
Lost,
DepressedVotes: 250430
10 Dec, 2012 02:22 AMThis corner is what I call home,
I sit here all alone,
People pass by day after day,
None of them coming my way.
I begin to shed tears,
And then you appear,
You're touch so sincere,
As you draw me near.
You assure me that you are here,
My fears escape along with my tears,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Alone,
Feelings,
Suffering,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 237961
28 Sep, 2012 04:38 PMToday is going to be long,
much like all the others before.
Tired of getting ready,
and walking out the door.
I just want to curl up,
not think about whats in store.
I miss your voice,
just can't do this anymore.
My love for you grows,
like the coral reefs below the sea's shore.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Sad,
Love,
Breakup,
Unloved,
Pain,
Hurt,
SufferingVotes: 251685
01 Feb, 2012 08:12 PMAs he works out all his stress,
He cries out the tears of loneliness,
If only he'd said something before,
Before the love of his life walked out the door,
He tries to stay strong,
At least there are still friends,
But inside he know's the torture will never end,
Yet 'til his last breath he'll love her,
As dearly as before,
Hoping there's still love left in store,
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Tags:
Sad,
Heartbroken,
Unloved,
Missing,
Hope,
SufferingVotes: 237662
06 Sep, 2010 11:55 AMThis pain is killing me.
This eternal sadness that looms over me.
This black cloud that wont go away.
I found a way to get through the pain.
By just inflicting more.
I take this blade
and drag it over my flesh.
This blade takes my sorrow.
This blade takes my fear.
This blade will take my life.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Blood,
PainVotes: 221884
26 Aug, 2010 07:37 AMyou broke up with me...
and now your paying the price...
i hate you but in the inside i love you...
i feel the need to kill you...
there is no where to hide i have to cry...
there are rivers of blood in my eyes...
now im dieing of lack of blood...
i hope you feel good about your-self...
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Cry,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 229819
21 Mar, 2013 12:41 PMI wish i could tell how i really feel,
But now its too late and i cant heal.
Can't you even pretend to love me?
Why is it her that you only see?
I tried everything just to lie,
And now i'm alone left to die.
You don't know how how happy i was,
When you told me my life's real cause.
Then i started to like you more,
It didn't take long for my heart to soar.
All i wanted was to be with you,
But soon i realized that nothing was true.
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Suffering,
Betrayal,
TearsVotes: 120742