26 Dec, 2012 07:03 AMI'm so afraid.
Afraid of what people will think of me.
I try to be brave and strong
but the tears of pain just won't stop.
Why won't anyone help me?
Why do they hate me?
I never did anything wrong!
I wish I were like you
so perfect and pretty.
But you are so mean,
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Tags:
Alone,
Depressed,
Hope,
Suffering,
Unloved,
Hate,
PainVotes: 040436
14 Dec, 2011 11:56 PMI hate everything you are
Surrounding me and under my skin
I blast this torment past,
the worthless tears in your eyes
Pathetic, the dirt beneath my feet
Pressure binds the excuses and depression in my mind
Fear is no friend of mine, but fallows me like a shadow
Your energy is always spinning around me
but all traces of you are absent
I claw out of my mind to find relief
but i never seem to reach the outside of my prison
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Tags:
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 015026
13 Dec, 2011 07:38 PMI sit in the dark silence hoping for another
to mend what has been broken.
But it's only little me and I sit alone.
The darkness is compelling me into thoughts of
what seems to be a tragedy.
There is a crisp chill in the air,
though, it may feel bitter; it isn't.
I feel nothing, but as to you I'm heartless.
No more and no less.
Must you break and bend me?
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Tags:
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 015081
28 Oct, 2010 11:04 AMDreams shattered...Skins broken...Blood falls.
Your torn in half.
deciding which way to go.
He says he loves you,
But does he really?..
You cry out in pain,The pain
you have held in for so long
is finally out.
...Tears fall as you bleed
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
HurtVotes: 027052
28 May, 2010 08:44 PMWithout a word.
Walk without a word,
Sleep without a word,
Live my life in silence.
Cease to exist because my soul belongs to Satan,
for he it?s the highest emblem of life as I know.
I can?t just sit here and act like nothing is wrong with my life.
?HAIL SATAN!? I cry
A cigarette in the crystal ash tray?
Smoldering.
It?s dark in this the abandon room this abandoned house is only lit by
moon light.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suicide,
SufferingVotes: 028017
10 May, 2010 06:38 PMsometimes i feel like i'm dead
a part of me gone
when i am i wish i was with the living
but when i am, i want to be dead
i want to feel numb
and what the doctor gave me helped
but it wasn't right
so i haven't used it in over a year
but i want it back
it helped me coop
but it made my heart sting
so i'll live like i'm dead
i guess
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Tags:
Depressed,
SufferingVotes: 021319
18 Aug, 2015 07:08 AMShe was going away from me,
i was fading away like breath,
it was a total break of heart,
i was holding every single piece of it,
i even cant hold her hand,
i even cant say her name,
i even cant look her into eyes,
i was falling from the multiple skies,
just wanna say good bye to you,
my eyes are dying to see you too,
you never broke up with me anyways,
we left each other while we still holding our hands!!
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Breakup,
Broken Heart,
Sad Love,
Painful,
Heartbreak,
Lifeless,
Hopeless,
Lonely,
Confused,
Self HarmVotes: -1537795