06 Oct, 2014 01:56 AMOf course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.
You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 1018443
12 Nov, 2012 06:29 PMBlood dripping on the wall
as the razor falls from my hand
forcing myself to get up
thoughts rush though my mind
looking at myself though the mirror
what have I become?
am I emo?
is this really me?
so many thoughts
I lost so much blood I feel weak
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Cut,
Pain,
BloodVotes: 1042691
23 Aug, 2012 08:20 AMInsecurity has no cure so why spell it out?
Why make up lies just because you're in doubt?
Bullied for anything you wish
I hold tightly to my razor blade
I can deal with this.
Smashing the mirrors cause I hate what I see
My razor blade should fix everything
The coolness of it against my pallid flesh
Crimson blood of a new wound. Fresh.
Tears stained against my skin
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Tags:
Depressed,
Emo,
Alone,
Hate,
Cutting,
SadVotes: 1034155
07 Dec, 2015 11:13 PMI'm sorry for what I've done to you
I'm sorry for what I've put you through
I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done
I'm sorry for making your life no fun
I hope this note doesn't sound vain,
but I'm sorry for all the hurt and pain
I guess this is goodbye
Don't be sad, Do not cry
I don't know what else to say
I'm sorry I have to leave you this way
Goodbye
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 917806
07 Jul, 2012 06:15 PMMovie on pause, I stop to cry.
Small voice in my head telling me to die.
You're off with that other girl, I'm here all alone.
My voice no longer has that enthusiastic tone.
Torn to pieces, I don't know what to do.
Moving on I know I can't, but it will be easy for you.
My friends so far away, I have no one by my side.
Looking around for possibilities, I have no where to hide.
Reading over, and over at the last note you gave.
Pathetic it sounds but all things of yours,
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Tags:
Love,
Breakup,
Sad,
Hurt,
Alone,
Crying,
Unloved,
Missing,
DepressionVotes: 952413
28 Jan, 2012 01:24 PMLife's never really the same,
Once you've found the one,
To my life she brings joy,
She brings hope, she brings fun.
I remember it so clearly,
When I was merely eleven,
How she stepped into my life,
From then on life was heaven.
She looked at me with much hope
She slowly gazed with her eyes,
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Tags:
Love,
Sad,
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Girl,
Heartbroken,
Suffering,
Tears,
Unspoken Love,
SadnessVotes: 969054
03 Oct, 2011 07:37 AMAlone in the darkness, Pain sorrow and despair
Mourning a trust born of spirit I can't now repair
Searing pain so deeply now carried deep within my heart
Betrayal done blatantly yet hidden from the start
What of sisterhood? Sworn on love and trust
It must mean so little to you, for your vows turn to dust
I should forgive you and forget is what they all say
But since I can't with my heart I slowly walk away
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Tags:
Betrayed,
Hurt,
Sad,
SecretsVotes: 923545
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Tags:
Depression,
Sadness,
Family,
RapeVotes: 858888
05 Dec, 2014 05:06 PMHush, little sister
Please don't cry
I wish I could be there
To sing you a lullaby
I can see your arms
Bloodied and bruised
That's strange, little sister
Mine were like that too
I know you scream
When Daddy's there
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Tags:
Sad,
Hurt,
Abuse,
Love,
Sisters,
Bad ParentsVotes: 818863
02 Oct, 2014 06:40 AMAs day turns to night
And that smiles starts to fade
All the pain she tries to hide
Comes to face.
As winter turns to fall
Faces start to dissipate
All the tears come to play.
As she lays with her face in the pillow,
Cries those mournful tears
She can't help but think of suicide,
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Tags:
Sad,
Depression,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 817309