28 Jul, 2011 08:15 PMFrom start to finish I wonder why
The cuts look good in this messed up lie
The blood that trickles down my arm
People all stare at the girl who self-harms:-
"The emo" they call me
I turn to my name
They act out slicing their wrists
I hang my head in shame
I can't help my feelings
Of being alone
I hide myself for the day
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Cut,
HurtVotes: 2315515
23 Oct, 2015 02:27 PMThey've made me lose you,
They now blame me for having
had abused you.
It's all a lie,
It's all untrue.
You know how it was like
the first day when I saw you.
The day I saw you holding
flowers and candles for the altar.
How I looked surprised when
you told me you aren't supposed
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Unloved,
Hurt,
BreakupVotes: -515390
28 Jul, 2011 03:22 AMyou broke me
over and over
I sat there
watching you abuse me over and over again
i just sat there
i didn't care if you hurt me
didn't care if you raped me
cause i was just thinking about how you tricked me
remembered my best friend
telling me she loved me
i,Kailika, am ashamed
i lost my chance
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Hurt,
UnlovedVotes: 015294
29 Sep, 2014 04:52 PMThe razor is my only hope
The razor is my only friend
The razor is the only one who has been there for me until the end
Even the voices in my head agree that I'm alone
So here I write this poem to let everyone know
I'm done with life, I'm done with the pain
Now no one will hurt me every again
I remember the time when I didn't even know that the razor was there
A time when for once others were there
But once they realized what I am instantly I was left alone
In each and every cut I feel my self slip away
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Cutting,
Hurt,
PainVotes: 115293
09 Mar, 2016 11:30 PMTired, just tired.
My heart was hurt, feeling wired.
My mind says no
My soul goes i dont know.
Fear, i feared.
To lose you, but what should i feel?
Am i wrong for all things not real?
Can you tell me, if im gone, for you is it a big deal?
Love, i just loved.
Feeling like i'm floating in the clouds above
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Love,
Hurt,
Fear,
CryVotes: 215215
12 Aug, 2011 09:26 AMhe said he loved me
that he would never leave.
he wasn't like the others
he wouldn't hurt me.
that night he went to the bar
i went to bed but couldn't sleep,
so i waited for him.
when he came home he was loud
he called my name,
but i didn't come.
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Hurt,
DrunkVotes: 415083
12 Jun, 2013 08:16 AMHow I wish you were here right now.
To be with me one last time.
So I may find my long lost home.
For I and my love I will show.
For I may prove my love if you will listen.
To every word that come out of my heart is true
I hope you will listen it's all true.
That I will love you ang I will listen.
To all of the words that you will say.
All the words that your heart say.
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Hurt,
HopeVotes: 115008
10 Jun, 2013 08:41 PMI look at the torn picture
Just trying to let go
Still trying to capture
The hope of long ago
I try to rescue my memory
Put the two halves into one
your birthday was in January
And the picture was taken then
The burnt picture in my hand
is all that i have left
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Burnt,
Hurt,
CryVotes: 414851
31 Jan, 2014 09:55 PMI close my eyes to find again
The sharp yet devastating pain
Within my weak and fragile heart
That is slowly getting torn apart
I try to forget all the past
Yet somehow you still thrive to last
I cry inside yet you won't hear
I just want my end to be near
I want you to remember me
Not a smudge by a distant tree
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Tags:
Hurt,
Lies,
LoveVotes: 414753
13 Mar, 2017 11:12 AMRemembering memories, we used to be so happy
We said we'll risk it all to this love aint easy
Now all i can feel is the wind so breezy
Coz by my side ur gone, everything seems so creepy.
I dont know what went wrong
I feel bad hearing "the secret love song"
I dont wanna lose you but what should i do?
Loving you keeps me alive, seeing you together i die inside.
I dont care if its wrong, coz my love is right
I feel weak deep inside yet i still wanna fight
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Tags:
Love,
Hurt,
HopelessVotes: 214705