27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37219360
01 Sep, 2011 10:33 PMhe's walking
no
he's treading quickly
towards the big oak tree
where she said she'd meet him
there's an anxious smile on his lips
a single blood red rose
clutched in his sweaty palms
and a little velvet box
which held a ring of gold and ruby
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Tags:
Heartbreak,
Suicide,
Horror,
Dark,
LoveVotes: 921062
18 Aug, 2013 02:45 AMI feel like I'm trapped
In my little black room.
Its nothing but darkness
And fear
And anger
And sadness
And pain.
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Tags:
Depression,
Pain,
Alone,
DarkVotes: 721552
01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PMShattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;
I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;
I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
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Death,
Depression,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Cry,
Hurt,
Pain,
Sadness,
DarkVotes: 742398
01 Jun, 2017 04:43 PMshe dug the blade into her skin
lost was all but the love within
the passion between two lovers so dear
would soon be nothing but hidden by fear
to this day the blood still stains
pouring down like velvet rains
take an angel away
and leave the sinner who swore he'd stay
so gone is as gone does
i love that girl for who she was
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Tags:
Depressing,
Sad,
Selfharm,
Suicide,
DarkVotes: 517395
12 Jul, 2012 11:45 PMSo many things left to say
No more freedom, it's gone away
Run now, or stay and face
The empty eyes filled with coldness.
Swallowed in my screams
I'm left here with no dreams
I look at the dark sky
And I'm trying not to cry.
Is that all?
Will I fall?
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Tags:
Tears,
Sadness,
Alone,
Dark,
Night,
Dying,
FearVotes: 532710
24 Oct, 2011 08:45 PMThere is a girl who always smiles,
Even when others hurt her.
She doesn't show the pain,
You always see that smile.
Her eyes are hidden behind abyss black bangs,
She never utters a word.
She's like a statue,
Forever frozen in her fake happiness.
But if you ever see her eyes,
You'll know why she hides them.
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Dark,
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No,
HopeVotes: 542830
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4182751
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
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Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 362150
31 Jan, 2012 07:05 PMI see in my mind,
the past I tried to leave behind,
in every waking moment I hear,
the sound of my eyes screaming for a tear,
but I know if even just one would escape,
I would have to shut my mouth with tape.
Even when you think the happiness I have is true,
I have to try my hardest to deceive you.
For what if they see that I am weak?
Will they pluck at my flesh with their razor sharp beaks?
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Tags:
Dark,
Evil,
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Lonely,
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Right,
Mind,
TearVotes: 333104