19 Apr, 2017 10:48 PMSitting in the darkness of a cold and empty life
I failed at being a mother, a sister and a wife.
The pain I feel is real and it scares me half to death
I pray more times to count for to take my very last breath
The world has always laughed at me
But not like I am funny
More the way you laugh when someone is a stupid dummy
My heart once full of love but nobody wanted to take
Now its full of guilt and shame from all my poor mistakes.
I fight each day for freedom
from this unrelenting rhyme
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SuicidalVotes: 36598
21 Sep, 2013 09:30 PMDo you really know how much I Cry
Do you wanna know how much I wanna die
Its a repitition everyday
Just let me get a razor , it'll make me pay
It just keeps me calm,
Seeing my blood run right through my arm
Just let me close my door
While with the razor I explore
This world of horror
Which I cant take anymore. ?
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Sadness,
Depression,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
BloodVotes: 216872
30 Oct, 2012 03:30 PMI bandage my arm.
So clean and pure.
Just like my soul,
some years before.
Now I self-harm.
It makes me feel good.
They tell me to stop,
I don't know if I should.
I could cry tears,
but they all dried away.
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Suicidal,
Broken,
Lost Love,
Self-harm,
Cutting,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 136010
03 Oct, 2012 05:34 PMTake a knife and cut me up
if you hate me you won't stop
make me feel the pain within
as you're slitting through my skin
makes me weaker as I bleed
for your mercy make me plead
hear me screaming in the dark
as you leave your pain full mark
blood is running down my face
as my beauty you erase
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Suicidal,
Hurt,
Pain,
Unloved,
Sad,
CutVotes: 137609
17 Sep, 2012 10:48 PMThere's a knife on the table
do i pick it up
just to make the pain go away
There's a knife on the table
so pointy and so clean
i pick it up, then put it back
Will they see
and make fun of me
for picking it up
just thinking about everyday
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Suicidal,
Sad,
Upset,
BulliedVotes: 126800
04 Nov, 2011 07:04 PMYou cut through me effortlessly,
You don't even have to try,
You do it so treacherously,
With every breath you lie.
Every wound you give stings like fire,
A constant ache they'll never mend,
To stop this pain is my only desire,
But the damage has been done, I may never mend.
You left so many scars,
They remind me every day,
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Suicidal,
Depression.Votes: 114412
22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PMThere's monsters in my head,
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping,
thank you so much for being kind.
I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered.
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills,
real daddy's not here right now.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Abuse,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Suicidal,
PainVotes: 023353
09 Sep, 2015 12:13 AMForget me not,
for no one thirsts to remember
The last of I is gone
with those that left in lost memories
Longing to see you again
Inamorata
My heart is breathing for you,
but I have defied
—defied my humanity
I am up-and-coming
Juliet
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Suicidal,
LoveVotes: -29893