27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37218561
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Lost,
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DarknessVotes: 4182101
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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EmptinessVotes: 1378082
03 Oct, 2012 05:34 PMTake a knife and cut me up
if you hate me you won't stop
make me feel the pain within
as you're slitting through my skin
makes me weaker as I bleed
for your mercy make me plead
hear me screaming in the dark
as you leave your pain full mark
blood is running down my face
as my beauty you erase
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CutVotes: 137429
30 Oct, 2012 03:30 PMI bandage my arm.
So clean and pure.
Just like my soul,
some years before.
Now I self-harm.
It makes me feel good.
They tell me to stop,
I don't know if I should.
I could cry tears,
but they all dried away.
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22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AMI don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.
"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.
"What's your favorite ice cream?"
I don't know.
"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
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FamilyVotes: 1031775
04 Oct, 2012 01:27 PMHidden beneath the drawers lies a single blade.
Safe and tucked away,
Just waiting to be used.
Just waiting to come out and play.
It holds many secrets,
secrets of the pain
and the agony.
Secrets of my broken heart.
SO many scars,
so much blood.
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Cut,
Suicidal,
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HeartbrokenVotes: 630999
17 Sep, 2012 10:48 PMThere's a knife on the table
do i pick it up
just to make the pain go away
There's a knife on the table
so pointy and so clean
i pick it up, then put it back
Will they see
and make fun of me
for picking it up
just thinking about everyday
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BulliedVotes: 126678
13 Oct, 2016 10:50 AMKill me now, gently
And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.
I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.
Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
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HallucinationsVotes: 526241
25 Nov, 2016 04:36 PMsitting down,
with a hand over the mouth,
just thinking,
what to do next,
die or keep fighting?
a rope tied up in the ceiling and the chair under it,
suffering and pain going angst hand in hand,
never to think again clearly,
sleep does well to soothe the soul but not the pain,
cutting not a lot but temporary relief,
stopping the hurt was what i wanted,
alone doesn't matter,
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DeadVotes: 924131