Sitting in the darkness of a cold and empty life I failed at being a mother, a sister and a wife. The pain I feel is real and it scares me half to death I pray more times to count for to take my very last breath The world has always laughed at me But not like I am funny More the way you laugh when someone is a stupid dummy My heart once full of love but nobody wanted to take Now its full of guilt and shame from all my poor mistakes. I fight each day for freedom from this unrelenting rhyme A rhyme that burns and begs me to Go all the way this time So if I do, if I go... it can not be undone A decision so very tough to make Where all the pain is from. Maybe peace will find me and greet me like a friend ? But thats the catch ..I'm so afraid That it is just THE END?!