27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
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Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37219179
06 Dec, 2015 05:04 PMA girl whose dreaming
Big words streaming
Promises she's keeping
Heartaches that's breaking
Everyone's leaving
She's left alone weeping
But she stands out trying
For everyone she's loving
Everything around is tearing
Cruel world left her creeping
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Broken,
Hope,
Hopeless,
PainfulVotes: 516929
27 Mar, 2015 08:38 PM(Haiku)
After the rains stop
Without showing the rainbows
The cold comes along
Fiakfairok
(Non-Haiku)
I never thought
This rain season would be this long
Like uncountable times and lives
They stepped on my broken roads
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Haiku,
Sad,
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Broken,
Life,
TearVotes: 524046
24 Oct, 2011 08:45 PMThere is a girl who always smiles,
Even when others hurt her.
She doesn't show the pain,
You always see that smile.
Her eyes are hidden behind abyss black bangs,
She never utters a word.
She's like a statue,
Forever frozen in her fake happiness.
But if you ever see her eyes,
You'll know why she hides them.
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Died,
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Lost,
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Crying,
No,
HopeVotes: 542813
26 Nov, 2016 11:42 PMShe asked me today if I was okay today.
Again the next day, over and over again.
She knew me to well, better than I ever did.
Answering everyday "I'm fine, okay?"
She just stared at me, my black eyes hopefully revealing nothing
I closed my eyes, eventually the years turned and so did she
She turned her back on me, because i never answered her the truth
Always answering her "I'm fine."
Once opon a dream
I wished to be happy
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Hopeless,
Sadness,
FamilyVotes: 412325
18 May, 2013 09:00 PMGrief
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m surrounded
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
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Grief,
Unhapiness,
Misery,
Bleed,
Tired,
Cry,
Weep,
Blade,
Light,
DarknesVotes: 453261
03 Mar, 2010 09:32 AMbreak the liminal of Leviathan
let me drown into eternity of lost dreams
don't save me ... please leave libidinous
let the ocean take ordeal
surrounded in familiar blue
infuse life and death forever be complete
shallow waters never flow free
the sea is my sanctity
let the soul finally be released
give desire to sail unexplored ordeals
submerged is the best place to be
to remain under stops time
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Hopeless,
Giving UpVotes: 311722
13 Mar, 2017 11:12 AMRemembering memories, we used to be so happy
We said we'll risk it all to this love aint easy
Now all i can feel is the wind so breezy
Coz by my side ur gone, everything seems so creepy.
I dont know what went wrong
I feel bad hearing "the secret love song"
I dont wanna lose you but what should i do?
Loving you keeps me alive, seeing you together i die inside.
I dont care if its wrong, coz my love is right
I feel weak deep inside yet i still wanna fight
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Love,
Hurt,
HopelessVotes: 214544
26 Feb, 2014 08:38 PMI couldn’t escape
Running around in circles
I could hear them
Everything they were saying to me
Mocking, laughing, taunting
“You’re not good enough”
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Sad,
HopelessVotes: 19689
24 Jan, 2014 04:15 AMThere comes that girl again
With the icey blue eyes.
Her fingers crawling over me,
Running up and down me.
Beautiful sounds we do make,
Gently slithering like a snake.
Sounds of joy and sounds of sorrow.
Will she get me out again?
Days and days and days have passed.
Will she ever come?
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Tags:
Hopeless,
Giving UpVotes: 110787