17 Jul, 2016 08:49 PMGone, the best time of my life
the loss I have, I now visualize
it is gone now, and so are you
at heavens gate, you now pass through
You thought you'd leave none behind
but at the the time, you were so blind
reckless, sad and so wrong
but still, you're gone
We could have cured your depression
just by one simple question
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 516303
04 Jun, 2017 06:29 PMI get up in the morning and I do normal things,
I brush my hair in my room as my sister sings.
We walk to school together side by side,
But even though we're talking other things are on my mind.
We get to school and I plaster on a smile,
I talk to my friends and laugh for a while.
I walk to tutor with no smile on my face,
Cuz the anxiety inside is just eating away.
I feel like they're all staring cuz I'm ugly and fat,
But I'm being paranoid no one's doing that.
I go into tutor and smile again,
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 916060
05 Feb, 2016 01:25 PMYour mom says you're fat.
Your friends say don't eat.
Don't they realize it's happiness you seek?
You're sad all the time,
and don't want to live.
Do they just ignore the signs that you give?
You sleep all the time,
and don't want to get up.
Because sometimes you think
a little too much.
You hold back tears,
and fake a smile;
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
SadnessVotes: 516006
22 Jul, 2015 10:49 PMalone..
let me end this..
but i can't...
my heart was torn out of my chest...by...
the player...
he was cute,sweet,and funny...
and i was blind....
and when the relationship started...it ended....
and i saw lie...the mistake....the regret...
i was the one....who had to suffer...
while he was on to the next girl....who he actually loved...
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Tags:
Brokenheart,
Depression,
Suicide,
SadnessVotes: -315885
09 Feb, 2016 05:12 PMI had to block out the thought of you,
So I don't lose my head,
You never get in touch with me,
Even though I'm the one who wanted space.
Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
I've been sober for three months now,
That's one accomplishment you helped me with.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Suicide,
HateVotes: 015751
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PMI feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
DarknessVotes: 315109
23 Jun, 2015 09:20 AMNo thoughts
My head is empty
I feel the sun
My heart is screaming, broken.
This broken heart somewhere deep in me. It hurts.
Sitting here with all I have left, my bleeding heart. Feeling the sun.
My head is empty, my hands full of blood.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Sad,
BleedVotes: -314161
02 Aug, 2015 05:22 PMThe end is near,
For my fellow friend,
For he shall soon,
Be bleeding bad,
As the demons stalk him,
Under the moonlight,
He is strong now,
But his strength will fade,
As soon as he finds the right blade,
He will cut, and cut again,
Wailing for the pain to end,
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Tags:
Depression,
Cutting,
SuicideVotes: 614149
23 Dec, 2014 12:37 AMYou wake to what seems like an ordinary day
Everything seems fine; everything's okay
You're out of the house; walking down the lane
Attempting to cover yourself from the rain
A few minutes later, you walk through school gates
Met by some cheers and greeted by mates
Conversations unfold; as rooms begin to fill
And slowly, and gradually, the gossip it spills
The bell marks first class, you slowly walk in
Sitting at your desk, you wait for lesson to begin
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Tags:
Dead,
Unaware,
SuicideVotes: 1213632
05 Feb, 2016 01:09 PMShe goes to a place that nobody knows.
It's inside her head,
and she's all alone.
I'ts a very dark and scary place,
and all her thoughts are in a race.
She cries and screams, but no one hears.
She's fearing that the end is near.
This little place inside her head
leaves the poor girl feeling dead.
She hears "you're never good enough.
The life you have is way too tough."
It makes her want to kill herself;
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Tags:
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 813466