08 Jul, 2010 03:53 PMYou take me deep into the hole
under the tree into the dark
I can not see I can not hear
as you leave me alone to die
I wait for you to come back
to find me but you don't
so I lay my head on the soft moist dirt
and feel the bugs crawl in my hair
I feel my heart get ripped apart
or is that just me alone
the days pass and I am hungry
but no one comes to save me
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Tags:
Left Alone,
Alone,
PainVotes: 725932
13 Sep, 2011 08:28 AMClosing myself,
not allowing myself,
closing myself,
hurting myself.
The truth is I am weak,
all I do I act tough,
pretend that I am strong.
The truth is I want to cry my heart out,
I want to scream so loud,
but I tell myself 'I must be strong',
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Tags:
Cry,
AloneVotes: 4025571
16 Apr, 2015 04:27 PMI'm locked in a room,
With my past it's key,
I cannot reach to it,
As far as i can see.
The strings of my guitar sing,
As the light enters the window,
I can hear the wind blowing,
Moving the garden gate spindle.
Sunshine is calling me,
To leave behind the past,
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Tags:
Motivation,
Past,
Love,
Alone,
Lonely,
Loneliness,
New Life,
Left BehindVotes: 1025133
10 May, 2016 08:03 PMCrimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Pain,
Sadness,
Hurt,
AloneVotes: 424466
18 Feb, 2012 07:01 PMI am standing on a bridge,
like a stone chiseled by the wind.
In this dark time,
there is no one to reach out with his hand,
and the wistful river now calls me down
to where the ghosts of late poets look at me,
as if I was an accursed messenger of their fates.
While the shadows lazily creep along the purple river
like a funeral procession
(and I thought that there would be
no one at my funeral),
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Tags:
Death,
Darkness,
AloneVotes: 024330
31 Jul, 2014 06:18 AMit's there trying to suck her out.
all of her.
she's trying to hide it.
she's trying not to feel it.
but it consume her.
every single part of her.
her heart is there, it's still beating.
but her soul, is nowhere to find.
her tears had dried.
but her smile, never comeback.
the pain been taken over her.
it's running through her veins.
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Tags:
Alterego,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Pain,
Sad,
DepressionVotes: 624305
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AMShe never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Cutting,
Self Hate,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Suicide,
AloneVotes: 1524247
23 Jul, 2011 05:55 PMDreams-
Made to comfort,
Now have left me discarded
While reality seems to linger,
It taunts me from miles away.
And the only things I'll ever feel
Are the comforts of distance
And the surge of razor to translucent wrist.
I will only ever see the fresh blood
Pouring from my translucent veins
But even blood is eager to escape me.
Sometimes I stare through my translucent heart
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Tags:
Death,
Sad,
Alone,
Cutting,
LostVotes: 023863
10 Jan, 2013 11:22 AMThere’s an angel crying in the moon light;
she’s losing in her long hard fight.
As her wrists are bleeding
her heart is pleading.
She only trusts the bottom of the bottle.
The end of her life is coming at full throttle.
As the tears run off her face
she drifts off to a better place.
When you find her with her white wings red
please know you’re not the reason that she is dead.
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Tags:
Despression,
Suicide,
Sad,
Alone,
HurtVotes: 723064
18 Aug, 2013 02:45 AMI feel like I'm trapped
In my little black room.
Its nothing but darkness
And fear
And anger
And sadness
And pain.
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Tags:
Depression,
Pain,
Alone,
DarkVotes: 721730