24 Sep, 2011 07:48 PMHer hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
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Tags:
Father,
Love,
FamilyVotes: 5524895
04 Nov, 2010 10:54 PMHer hair was up in a ponytail
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
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Tags:
Dad,
Family,
UnlovedVotes: 3222759
08 Jun, 2016 09:35 AMFeeling alone now more than ever,
wishing you were here right next to me,
my heart is beating so uncontrollably
my eyes are tearing í can't control it.
I miss you mom,
I miss you now,
I miss you always.
I never thought that you being gone would've been so painful.
I never thought of you leaving me not for a minute not for a while.
I always thought of us forever,
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Mother,
Broken,
Broken Heart,
Suffering,
Family,
MissingVotes: 1530932
22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AMI don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.
"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.
"What's your favorite ice cream?"
I don't know.
"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
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Tags:
Sad,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
Depressed,
Depression,
Death,
FamilyVotes: 1035593
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Tags:
Depression,
Sadness,
Family,
RapeVotes: 864919
24 May, 2010 04:41 PMim sorry if i left you and go with someone else
but i never wanted to hurt you
i just have to leave you for my family
and im sorry if you cant see your baby growing in my tummy
but please dont forget your promise to me
that you will wait for me forever
i know it's hard to do it
but i trust you and i know you can
coz you know your the only one i love
and i know i am your only loved one
but my love, i am scared to know that you will have a girlfriend
and i know i will go with my fiancce
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Missing,
Apart,
FamilyVotes: 833161
26 Jul, 2013 12:11 AMShe sees the loop in the rope,
It's the perfect size for her neck
Ooh, pretty, pretty Barbie dolls
She talks to her friends,
they all surround her
Telling her to go for it, go for it
She's worthless and foolish;
she doesn't deserve to live
Nodding, she agrees.
But someone comes in,
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Tags:
Suicide,
Schizophrenia,
Love,
Death,
Broken,
Brother,
Family,
SadVotes: 747325
06 Dec, 2015 10:27 PMOh the anguish I have suffered
Lamenting, hurting, dying inside knowing what I did to you
Knowing my cruelty is what did this to you
Both you and I know what I did to hurt you so
But please don't hate me
I promise I didn't mean to
You were my foundation
Everything I know and love is because of you
And even when you left me
You had everything set up so I would become successful
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Tags:
Guilt,
Death,
Suicide,
FamilyVotes: 617926
26 Jul, 2011 01:18 AMDear mom ,
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be,
I"m sorry I waste your money,
I'm sorry I'm emotional
I'm sorry I never say I love you
I'm sorry my attitude has been horrible
I'm sorry I fight with you over dad,
And I'm really sorry it seems like I don't care,
I care it's just you never showed me you have
You never hugged me
You never say I love you
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Tags:
Mother,
Family,
SadVotes: 521577
26 Nov, 2016 11:42 PMShe asked me today if I was okay today.
Again the next day, over and over again.
She knew me to well, better than I ever did.
Answering everyday "I'm fine, okay?"
She just stared at me, my black eyes hopefully revealing nothing
I closed my eyes, eventually the years turned and so did she
She turned her back on me, because i never answered her the truth
Always answering her "I'm fine."
Once opon a dream
I wished to be happy
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Tags:
Hopeless,
Sadness,
FamilyVotes: 413562