01 Jun, 2013 12:50 PMWith every word they say,
Her heart hurts a little more,
She only wants to break away,
Away to stop feeling sore;
She's sitting in her room now,
Her eyes are empty, hollowed out,
The world makes her mock- bow,
She cannot take it, cannot even shout;
She walks along the bustling crowd,
No- one noticing the tears spilling out,
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Tags:
Happy,
Death,
Pain,
Hurt,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Depression,
SadnessVotes: 1035268
04 Jun, 2017 06:29 PMI get up in the morning and I do normal things,
I brush my hair in my room as my sister sings.
We walk to school together side by side,
But even though we're talking other things are on my mind.
We get to school and I plaster on a smile,
I talk to my friends and laugh for a while.
I walk to tutor with no smile on my face,
Cuz the anxiety inside is just eating away.
I feel like they're all staring cuz I'm ugly and fat,
But I'm being paranoid no one's doing that.
I go into tutor and smile again,
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 915937
05 Feb, 2016 06:15 AMWhat will happen when you say your last goodbye?
Who would miss you?
Who would cry?
They say she's attention seeking,
A stupid worthless whore,
But the cuts on her wrist say so much more.
Her thoughts are screaming,
"Just do it, they won't care!"
The life you have is so unfair.
Take the pills, pull the trigger,
Kick the chair away,
Because the demons you have,
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Depression,
SuicideVotes: 912544
05 Dec, 2015 04:40 AMLet me go, set me free of this
Paralyzing sickness that has
Taken complete control of me
All this pain I carry eating me alive
All this rage I feel the blackness
That drowns me, suffocates, suffocates,
I'm choking in this poisen that is destroying
Me, consuming every breath I have left
Let me go, set me free, release me
I don't want to fight anymore
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Tags:
Pain,
Darkness,
Despair,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 922350
07 Jul, 2012 06:15 PMMovie on pause, I stop to cry.
Small voice in my head telling me to die.
You're off with that other girl, I'm here all alone.
My voice no longer has that enthusiastic tone.
Torn to pieces, I don't know what to do.
Moving on I know I can't, but it will be easy for you.
My friends so far away, I have no one by my side.
Looking around for possibilities, I have no where to hide.
Reading over, and over at the last note you gave.
Pathetic it sounds but all things of yours,
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Love,
Breakup,
Sad,
Hurt,
Alone,
Crying,
Unloved,
Missing,
DepressionVotes: 952570
28 Jan, 2012 01:24 PMLife's never really the same,
Once you've found the one,
To my life she brings joy,
She brings hope, she brings fun.
I remember it so clearly,
When I was merely eleven,
How she stepped into my life,
From then on life was heaven.
She looked at me with much hope
She slowly gazed with her eyes,
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Tags:
Love,
Sad,
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Girl,
Heartbroken,
Suffering,
Tears,
Unspoken Love,
SadnessVotes: 969269
19 Jul, 2017 11:19 PMThe heart is beating but slowing down
The heart is dying losing its crown
Losing it’s meaning as it slowly decays
We were all waiting for this fateful day
The life of the heart slipping like sand
As it says goodbye to it’s lifelong band
The organs it’s worked with for much of it’s life
Are being destroyed by somebodies knife
The heart is now drumming it’s final beats
As the lungs are now wailing the tune of defeat
The sadness and pain is starting to show
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Heartbreak,
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 820228
19 Jul, 2017 11:13 PMDear Depression,
Why do you still haunt me?
You’re a selfish jerk
I just long to be free
Yet forever you will lurk
You just want attention
Like a little child
I know your intention
And I want you exiled
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Tags:
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 813191
05 Feb, 2016 01:09 PMShe goes to a place that nobody knows.
It's inside her head,
and she's all alone.
I'ts a very dark and scary place,
and all her thoughts are in a race.
She cries and screams, but no one hears.
She's fearing that the end is near.
This little place inside her head
leaves the poor girl feeling dead.
She hears "you're never good enough.
The life you have is way too tough."
It makes her want to kill herself;
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Tags:
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 813389
05 Feb, 2016 06:38 AMHe doesn't love you.
He never did.
But you believed him.
Just like a kid.
He acted so sweet,
said, "no one is greater!"
But look at you now.
You're both just strangers.
The long hugs, sweet kisses,
All your history...
It's nothing but a memory.
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Tags:
Heartbreak,
DepressionVotes: 813734