03 Nov, 2017 07:44 AMLove is Pain..Pain is Love
My life is no longer my own
Controlled by forces out of my control
Why did he hurt me, why did he cheat.
I break down and cry...
So many tears...so many tears.
I yell why me, why again, please tell me
All I hear is silence and the lightly blowing wind.
I dream of a place high and far away
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SadnessVotes: 57144
05 Feb, 2016 01:25 PMYour mom says you're fat.
Your friends say don't eat.
Don't they realize it's happiness you seek?
You're sad all the time,
and don't want to live.
Do they just ignore the signs that you give?
You sleep all the time,
and don't want to get up.
Because sometimes you think
a little too much.
You hold back tears,
and fake a smile;
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Depression,
Suicide,
SadnessVotes: 515902
14 Mar, 2015 08:23 AMI sit and stare
But the mirror just glares
Is this real
Or do I dare
Pick up the blade
From wich I took
I sign in blood
In my new book
I promise to
Remain true
That today I swear
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Suicide,
Death,
SadnessVotes: 516560
25 Sep, 2014 03:18 PMI've been lost, I've been down, but most of all I couldn't be found.
I cried many times, I bled many times.
Those scars on my skin was about the past I was in.
My past was painful. I quit cutting everyone became grateful.
The scars on my skin make me wanna go back again.
My scars burn like they have just been cut.
I am getting weaker by the day,
but if I sadden today I'm afraid I'll let everyone down today.
My scars burn right now,
but I am trying not to look at them,
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Sadness,
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Cut,
PainVotes: 517432
19 Mar, 2014 06:30 AMOverpowering emotions, feelings...anger, hurt, joy, despair, love...
Back and forth, in opposite directions, never resting.
Then nothing... only numbness...
Am I still alive, still breathing?
Am I capable of feeling...anything?
I want to feel pain, bleed and be human.
I don’t want to be afraid or run away.
Feeling a heart beat inside my chest,
But feelings are absent. You did that!
I am broken, alone, left with only memories.
But the memories serve me well.
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Pain,
Depression,
Sadness,
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Nothing,
DarknessVotes: 522280
09 Feb, 2013 08:10 PMHow could silence, be louder than my scream
How could shadows, be darker than my dream
How could I feel, the guilt and the shame
Sadness and sorrow, but no one to blame
How could I live, with no fate or name
How could my life, be an endless game
How could I hate, what I've became
Sadness and sorrow, It's all the same
How could I cry, a thousand day
How could my life, throw me away
How could I forget, How could I deny
Sadness and sorrow, are not just a lie
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Sadness,
Loneliness,
Life,
Silence,
Darkness,
Dream,
Scream,
Shadow,
Tears,
FearsVotes: 531301
25 Jul, 2013 12:58 PMI've gone and started thinking,
Pain as I'm slowly sinking
I climb the rhyme to try to find whats missing,
Views in my dreams that hit me, Most vividly,
Faces that are too cold to touch,
Empty vessel, my heart a new crutch,
Place into the metal the meaning right against my temple
Pull trigger, boom boom collapse,
smash crash and the devil standing as the priest in mass.
mourning over a body who's soul is lost away
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Reject,
Pain,
Sorrow,
Sadness,
Depression,
Nightmare,
Dreams,
Human,
Hero,
Too LateVotes: 543981
28 Nov, 2012 04:55 PMI gave you everything,
My heart,
My happiness,
My anger,
My stress.
I gave everything to you,
and you still have everything left,
I don't see why you did what you did,
I have non the slightest clue.
But obviously neither do you,
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Love,
Sad,
Hurt,
Pain,
Unloved,
SadnessVotes: 547858
15 Oct, 2012 07:24 AMWell here I am again
Left broken and confused
You hurt me
and I feel used
I used to be strong
till you broke me apart
I used to have life,
but now you broke my heart
I held the world up for us
Nothing ever pulled us down
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Hate,
Secrets,
Sadness,
Depression,
Unloved,
SadVotes: 533928
04 Sep, 2012 07:22 PMI'm sorry I'm scared,
I'm sorry I bug you,
I'm sorry that I care too much,
But, I'm not sorry that I love you.
Don't hurt me,
I love you with my everything,
In my body but I,
Can't quite give away my heart yet.
I'm sorry that I'm stupid,
That I'm ugly,
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Sorrow,
Sadness,
Love,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 531957