16 Oct, 2014 02:27 PMJust as things get sweet
you back down again
leaving me to ponder if
this is the end.
When I think we are going
to meet my heart skips a beat
and capturing your love would
be something to cherish and keep.
Now you are fading out of view
and I do not know what to do.
When I last looked into your eyes
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Tags:
Pain,
Missing,
UnlovedVotes: 214815
27 Oct, 2013 04:24 PMPain became my friend today
She showed me how to hide
She’d been watching from a distance
Every tear I cried
Pain became my friend today
Reached out her hand to me
Then pulled me into darkness
Introducing misery
Pain became my friend today
She’s emptying my heart
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Tags:
Pain,
DepressionVotes: 414797
09 Nov, 2016 01:43 AMdo you wanna know her?
Do you wanna try?
Her life's a little complicated
Let me tell you why,
She feels unloved unwanted
She cries 6 times a day
Her heart is nearly broken
She's in a lot of pain
She cuts herself to feel
That's how she plays her games
She smiles at the blade
Like blood is summer rain
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Tags:
Depression,
Pain,
PastVotes: 314484
27 Jul, 2011 01:27 PMI must have a life of pain
My tears shall run like rain
The tears of rain flow like a river
As the pain increases I begin to shiver
The cold emptiness eats away
My once rosy cheeks turn to grey
The wind blows away the parts
Of my shattered hearts To teach people of the same
That feeling my life has caused me pain
To punish me for doing wrong
It has haunted me for so long
My heart took the consequence
Dead forever always intense
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PainVotes: 614307
28 Sep, 2014 02:31 PMi try to live,
but all it does is kill me,
i try to run,
but all it does is scar me,
i'm alone, and no one else can save me,
i try to fight,
but all the darkness surrounds me,
i try to live,
but all it does is kill me,
all they see is the outer core,
the darkness inside is changing my life,
i try to move on,
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Tags:
Hurt,
PainVotes: 614160
05 Dec, 2015 04:18 AMI can't explain this darkness in me
I can't explain the hate that dwells in me
I cam't explain this pain, agonizing ache
That consumes all of me
I can't explain this demon that resides in me, I can't explain the Mon-Sun in stages
I can't explain my sleepless nights and my madness created by the monsters in my mind that torment me with their screaming thoughts created from a painful past that left me dead inside, my pathetic tormented
Soul that screams for peace, freedom
To draw my last breath and be seen
To watch me spread my wings
And see me happy that I'm finally free.
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Tags:
Pain,
Darkness,
DieVotes: 814103
13 Dec, 2015 05:11 PMIf my words have hurt you,
I choose not to speak.
If my silence troubles you,
I might break into tears.
If my tears draw out pity,
I shall not to beg.
If my presence bothers you,
I choose to love you in my silence.
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Tags:
Love,
PainVotes: 1013929
24 Jun, 2013 10:26 AMSomebody loves me & their name is pain,
Promises they will never leave my side & flow through each vein. A love so devoted & true that will never stop giving,
says I'm his happiness & in my heart he will be living.
Each day that passes he shows me more & more,
says I never have to worry because I'm the only one he's meant for.
This life is crazy & he won't let me raise my boys all alone,
he loves me so much & will make it known.
Somebody loves me & their name is pain,
In my life he will always remain.
Till death do us part he will always care,
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PainVotes: 113355
13 Jun, 2016 10:51 AMShe packed her bags with her sanity,
because that was all that had remained;
Through all her turmoils and troubles,
that had left her poor soul, maimed.
Her suitcase was etched with blood,
that kept dripping from her slit wrist.
It didn't distract her from running away,
from the innocence she had missed.
She held her suitcase in one hand,
and carried her burdens in her head.
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Tags:
Left,
Pain,
DeathVotes: 312873
21 Mar, 2018 03:27 AMShe sits in her room staring at the wall knowing she could never be anything more than worthless
The thoughts running through her head are on replay and never leave
So she sits facing a choice alone with no help
She sits facing death or life
Hard choice you may say, not to her she has her answer
She has had her mind made up for a while
She sits facing the wall picking up a blade
Small tears escaping her bloodshot eyes
She replays the memories one last time
As she sits there staring at the wall digging the blade into her skin
Deeper and deeper she goes
Blood trickling down her arms forming puddles on her floor
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Tags:
Pain,
Saddness,
DarknessVotes: 1012807