16 Apr, 2011 06:17 PMWhy is life so hard and
Why am i alive
When nobody cares about me or my pitiful life
So why am i still here?
So why did God make me
Was is so i could be
A punching bag for all your pain and agony
Or was it so you could
Rip a hole through my soul pull my heart right out of my chest
Stomp on it and watch it breath for its very last breath!
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Tags:
Loss,
Sad,
Mad,
Forgetten,
UnlovedVotes: 8029777
04 Nov, 2011 07:21 PMThe tears roll down my face,
It seems like you're a stranger,
But even if that's the case,
I struggle to control this anger.
I told you what you meant to me,
If only I'd known the price I'd have to pay,
If only I'd made you understand, if only I'd made you see,
Then maybe you wouldn't have turned and walked away.
Now nothing will ever be the same,
It's all so bitter now,
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Betrayal,
Love,
Loss,
Confusion,
Sadness.,
HeartbrokenVotes: 4239981
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37219209
18 Nov, 2016 08:29 PMI waited for you...
But you never came
Hours and hours went by and you never showed
I was worried about you,
until the day you came knocking on my door
You were drunk and wanted more..
You tried to come in,
but with all my strength I pushed you away..
You left me in the dust..
You wanted more than just my love
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Tags:
Loss,
Loneliness,
Heartbroken,
PainVotes: 720396
26 Sep, 2016 10:39 PMTell me when will the wind blow again,
Kicking up these leaves that caused me pain.
When will it snow,
When will my futile efforts start to show?
When will you realize, that you hold not one heart, but my heart as well,
I pray to God and hope he tells,
Me of all my wrongdoing while stating how his forgiveness quells,
At the thought of my meticulous actions,
That I've made solely out of lack of common sense.
I am a king born peasant, no good for this earth,
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LossVotes: 77348
19 Jun, 2011 07:21 PMI'm sitting here alone
alone in here today,
The pain I feel inside
is replayed everyday,
This past life haunts me,
Every minute
All I do is pain for this,
Crying here,
onto the floor,
Weaving it's way
underneath the door,
You see my tears
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Tags:
Pain,
Longing,
Suicide,
Blood,
Death,
Blind,
Tears,
Love,
LossVotes: 539711
05 May, 2011 08:05 PMYou are my other half,
I am your missing rib,
You complete me,
I complete you.
At least that's what I thought.
You were my candle flame in the darkness,
bright, warm, and everlasting.
Now my world is dark,
the light is gone.
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Tags:
Loss,
Break UpVotes: 513389
26 Jul, 2016 05:10 PMthe tears will never stop falling.
visible or not.
but losing someone.
that you loved deeply.
the death you feel.
the pain you gain from the love you lost.
and the sharpness against your skin.
the red streams that flows continuously.
when you ease my pain.
all guilt flies away.
when the new love remains.
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Tags:
Pain,
Loss,
Love,
Cutting,
CryingVotes: 422799
10 Mar, 2013 11:28 AMThey don't understand what it is like
To be called an attention seeker
To be filled with thoughts of worthlessness
To feel that the world is better off with out you
I can't tell anyone, they won't help
I know I am depressed but they don't
Why am I here, there's no point living
I shall say my final goodbyes.
I shall go tonight and end it all
I was never happy in this world
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Tags:
Suicide,
Love,
Loss,
GoodbyeVotes: 417951
27 Oct, 2012 05:14 AMI just want to cry
I just want to scream
The love we once shared
Was only a dream
You were so perfect
And I was so not
But you just held me close
So I completely forgot
But everything beautiful
Comes to an end
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Tags:
Suicide,
Suffering,
Loss,
Heartbreak,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 440822