12 Nov, 2012 06:29 PMBlood dripping on the wall
as the razor falls from my hand
forcing myself to get up
thoughts rush though my mind
looking at myself though the mirror
what have I become?
am I emo?
is this really me?
so many thoughts
I lost so much blood I feel weak
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Cut,
Pain,
BloodVotes: 1042685
23 Aug, 2012 08:20 AMInsecurity has no cure so why spell it out?
Why make up lies just because you're in doubt?
Bullied for anything you wish
I hold tightly to my razor blade
I can deal with this.
Smashing the mirrors cause I hate what I see
My razor blade should fix everything
The coolness of it against my pallid flesh
Crimson blood of a new wound. Fresh.
Tears stained against my skin
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Tags:
Depressed,
Emo,
Alone,
Hate,
Cutting,
SadVotes: 1034152
20 Nov, 2013 09:34 AMremember that day you said goodbye.
all i do is cry,
why is everything you say a lie.
all i want to do is die.
you loved me, a lie.
you cared, a lie.
all you say and do is a lie.
my heart is a hole.
getting darker and darker.
blacker and blacker.
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Tags:
Depressed,
Crying,
Lies,
Alone,
Anger,
Empty,
Heartbroken,
HurtVotes: 930274
07 Jul, 2012 06:15 PMMovie on pause, I stop to cry.
Small voice in my head telling me to die.
You're off with that other girl, I'm here all alone.
My voice no longer has that enthusiastic tone.
Torn to pieces, I don't know what to do.
Moving on I know I can't, but it will be easy for you.
My friends so far away, I have no one by my side.
Looking around for possibilities, I have no where to hide.
Reading over, and over at the last note you gave.
Pathetic it sounds but all things of yours,
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Tags:
Love,
Breakup,
Sad,
Hurt,
Alone,
Crying,
Unloved,
Missing,
DepressionVotes: 952405
28 Apr, 2016 07:25 PMthe skies shall mourn,
for they're masters of disguise -
But no poet's hand can paint
the shades of blue,
dwelling in your eyes.
The spring shall rejoice,
and the winter will scorn
Just like the sun; for it ever plays
with my forlorn -
honeyed kisses of it's rays.
So if the stars are meant to glisten
and if the winds are destined to cry
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Tags:
Loneliness,
Love,
Sadness,
Sad Love,
Breakup,
Anger,
Grief,
Goodbye,
Broken Heart,
Broken,
Alone,
Sorrow,
SilencVotes: 851892
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Tags:
Depression,
Sadness,
Family,
RapeVotes: 858868
28 Jan, 2012 11:24 PMI close my eyes and see you,
You smile, like you always do,
You want to speak but words do not come out,
Now I'm left to wonder what that was all about.
I open my eyes to view a room with empty space,
I want to move but time has locked me in a place,
I began to scream the words of the pain I feel,
Then I stop, saying it makes it seem more real,
The hurtful truth cuts me like a knife,
But there's little I can do with just this one life.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
Sad,
Depressed,
Alone,
WaitingVotes: 839589
07 Mar, 2014 06:27 PMi want to die,
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live,
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.
I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room,
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Suffering,
Broken,
PastVotes: 730044
18 Aug, 2013 02:45 AMI feel like I'm trapped
In my little black room.
Its nothing but darkness
And fear
And anger
And sadness
And pain.
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Tags:
Depression,
Pain,
Alone,
DarkVotes: 721553
10 Jan, 2013 11:22 AMThere’s an angel crying in the moon light;
she’s losing in her long hard fight.
As her wrists are bleeding
her heart is pleading.
She only trusts the bottom of the bottle.
The end of her life is coming at full throttle.
As the tears run off her face
she drifts off to a better place.
When you find her with her white wings red
please know you’re not the reason that she is dead.
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Tags:
Despression,
Suicide,
Sad,
Alone,
HurtVotes: 722905