03 Jun, 2018 06:43 AM
It's a curse and a blessing
My mind which keeps addressing
The flaws I see within myself
I ponder them, I study them
Crucially I examine
And a fix is still not revealed.
Do I subject myself to interrogation
By some apathetic, crocodile tears performing person?
Do I then gratefully accept the rainbow hues of my medication?
That may mayhap change me for the better
But which will change the person standing, staring in the mirror.
Should I instead risk the chance of slicing and dicing
Tags: ConfusionVotes: 0
01 Jun, 2018 12:03 PM
Walking down the path of love, I’ve experienced many feelings.
Feelings like a heart beat skipping when I saw a simple twinkle in your eyes.
Every time I was with you, I could hear bells ring.
It was great, I enjoyed every moment with you. You said you did too, but it was a lie.
I put in the effort to be the best man for you, I wanted to see you smile.
I gave my heart to you, in hopes you would keep that in mind.
You said you loved me too, those words kept me happy for a while.
You said that you cared about me, that you would love me no matter what, but you lied.
You told me that every time you said “I love you” you meant it more.
You said that if I died, you would weep and cry.
, True StoryVotes: 4
29 May, 2018 05:16 AM
Watching you standing over there
While I'm Sitting in the middle of nowhere
What Should I Do??
Somewhere through the time
I forgot to how to make you feel safe and fine
I forgot how to Hold your Heart close to mine
Watching my memories flying away
as it all about you
, HopeVotes: 0
18 May, 2018 11:43 AM
Ive out lived all the memories,
Snow melted away and fresh pine grew in fragrance,
A new year comes around but the bad habits still remain,
Smoking cigarettes throughout the unnecessary miles,
Was this what we were hoping for?
Five miles away but a lifetime apart,
Observing love from afar,
White knuckles and clinched teeth trying not to stand,
Feeling it all the same,
From the pacific to the heartland comes the black & grey,
This is the last straw and the short end of the stick,
Life’s not unfair just hard to believe sometimes,
, HeartbrokenVotes: -1
07 May, 2018 03:57 PM
I feel like I am going fucking crazy
Everything is so hazy
Here I am stuck in the past
There is so many vast answers
Everyone I love has cancers
I am all alone
Trying to get in the zone
To rewind myself
To bind myself
So I can put myself together
Cause if I done I will be stuck like this for forever
, PainVotes: 0
31 Mar, 2018 11:06 PM
What does forever even mean to you?
When you couldn’t even keep it true
You said you’d be there forever
But they were just words pulled from thin air
I thought you felt the same
That you’d cover me in the rain
I thought forever was always forever
But now there’s not even us..never
You said you’d be there for me
But now i truly see
That you never saw the feelings in me
You’ve pierced me with the heart breaking knife
, HeartbrokenVotes: 2
27 Mar, 2018 08:19 AM
blades are thrown
shots are fired
but no matter what i do
why do i always feel tired?
this is so sick
the madness, the grief, the sudden changes
i just want to live my life
without all the cages
trapped here, trapped there
there's no escape
, NothingVotes: 0
21 Mar, 2018 03:27 AM
She sits in her room staring at the wall knowing she could never be anything more than worthless
The thoughts running through her head are on replay and never leave
So she sits facing a choice alone with no help
She sits facing death or life
Hard choice you may say, not to her she has her answer
She has had her mind made up for a while
She sits facing the wall picking up a blade
Small tears escaping her bloodshot eyes
She replays the memories one last time
As she sits there staring at the wall digging the blade into her skin
Deeper and deeper she goes
Blood trickling down her arms forming puddles on her floor
, DarknessVotes: 6
21 Mar, 2018 03:26 AM
To the ones who call me perfect
To the ones that worship the ground I walk on
To the ones whose days wouldn’t work without me
To the ones that believe I am their everything
To the ones who believe I have a perfect life
Listen to what I am about to say
Listen loud and clear
What I am about to say is the truth
What I am about to say is hard to hear
I am not the perfect girl you see
You should not worship the ground I walk on
I ensure you that your days will still go on without me
, BrokenVotes: 5
19 Mar, 2018 07:12 PM
The darkness surrounds me
It’s getting cold
I’m all alone
With no one to hold
My world is so empty
All what’s left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain
I drown in tears
My heart is crying
, LostVotes: 3