Dead Inside

Maeve Lox

27 Mar, 2018 08:19 AM
blades are thrown
shots are fired
but no matter what i do
why do i always feel tired?

this is so sick
the madness, the grief, the sudden changes
i just want to live my life
without all the cages

trapped here, trapped there
there's no escape
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Tags: Dead, Mad, Depressed, Cry, Nothing
Votes: 0

The Girl

Haven

21 Mar, 2018 03:27 AM
She sits in her room staring at the wall knowing she could never be anything more than worthless
The thoughts running through her head are on replay and never leave
So she sits facing a choice alone with no help
She sits facing death or life
Hard choice you may say, not to her she has her answer 
She has had her mind made up for a while
She sits facing the wall picking up a blade 
Small tears escaping her bloodshot eyes
She replays the memories one last time 
As she sits there staring at the wall digging the blade into her skin 
Deeper and deeper she goes
Blood trickling down her arms forming puddles on her floor
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Tags: Pain, Saddness, Darkness
Votes: 6

Perfect

Haven

21 Mar, 2018 03:26 AM
To the ones who call me perfect
To the ones that worship the ground I walk on
To the ones whose days wouldn’t work without me
To the ones that believe I am their everything
To the ones who believe I have a perfect life
Listen to what I am about to say
Listen loud and clear
What I am about to say is the truth 
What I am about to say is hard to hear
I am not the perfect girl you see
You should not worship the ground I walk on
I ensure you that your days will still go on without me
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Tags: Personal, Broken
Votes: 5

Lost in my own world

Soumya vermani

19 Mar, 2018 07:12 PM
The darkness surrounds me 
It’s getting cold
I’m all alone
With no one to hold

My world is so empty
All what’s left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain

I drown in tears 
My heart is crying
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Tags: Missing, Love, Lost
Votes: 3

I Hate This Feeling

Kimberly

28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PM
I hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone 
but I just can't 

The voices in my head aren't helping either 
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door 
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
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Tags: Depressed, Sad, Scared, Alone
Votes: 0

I promised you

Jessica

03 Jan, 2018 10:31 PM
I promised you 
That I won't wake up tomorrow,
You will come and find my body laying in a pool of my own blood....
You touch my hand and find it's cold and dead

You remember that my hand was warm and welcoming, but now......
It's cold and in need

In my hand lies a razor.....
And a note saying
'I'm sorry I can't be there to hold hands with you......
I'm sorry we won't have our kiss....
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Tags: Sadness, Death, Regret
Votes: 4

Save me!?

Ridhi Ridhi

22 Dec, 2017 11:39 AM
There is so much pain in my heart ,
 So much that it is breaking me apart..
This infliction springs up day by day , 
That all my desires are unable to allay ..
As time flies , i try to live , 
To be the old me , happy revive..
But all I'm is lost in the ocean , 
Where all my profound emotions created a commotion ..

Putting hard efforts competing with the pace , 
But my heart siezes n loses its trace ..
Being so upset , depressed and pensive ,
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Tags: Love, Heartbroken
Votes: 4

It hurts

Yamadachi

18 Dec, 2017 06:42 PM
It hurts poem
I want to go far away
To a place where I can be alone with you
Just you and I
We can go anywhere
We can be poor and homeless
But as long as we are together
That is all that matters 

Your like spicy food to me
Even though you hurt me inside
I can't get enough of you
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Tags: Love, Heartbroken
Votes: 2

Dusk til Dawn

Yamadachi

18 Dec, 2017 06:41 PM
I remember that night
When we walked around from dusk til dawn
We were vampires trying to hide from the hunters.
I remember when we went back to your friends place
And I watched you play gta.
You motioned for me to come next to you
I didn't want to get to close
Because i knew that i had liked you. 

I remember telling myself that you had no feelings for me
I remember slowly falling in love
With your smile
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Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Depression, Lonely
Votes: 2

The lies you tell

DaisyEarp

16 Dec, 2017 03:13 AM
You tell me you love me,
but that's a lie.

You tell me I'm worth it,
but that's a lie.

You tell me I'm pretty,
but that's also a lie.

You tell me I'm beautiful,
that's a lie.
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Tags: Love, Lost, Lie, Sad, Suffering, Sad Love, Sad Poems, Lies
Votes: 4