29 May, 2018 05:16 AMWatching you standing over there
While I'm Sitting in the middle of nowhere
Without You...
What Should I Do??
Somewhere through the time
I forgot to how to make you feel safe and fine
I forgot how to Hold your Heart close to mine
Watching my memories flying away
as it all about you
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Tags:
Love,
Heartbroken,
HopeVotes: 215907
18 May, 2018 11:43 AMIve out lived all the memories,
Snow melted away and fresh pine grew in fragrance,
A new year comes around but the bad habits still remain,
Smoking cigarettes throughout the unnecessary miles,
Was this what we were hoping for?
Five miles away but a lifetime apart,
Observing love from afar,
White knuckles and clinched teeth trying not to stand,
Witnessing disaster,
Feeling it all the same,
From the pacific to the heartland comes the black & grey,
This is the last straw and the short end of the stick,
Life’s not unfair just hard to believe sometimes,
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Tags:
Sad,
Help,
HeartbrokenVotes: -114276
07 May, 2018 03:57 PMVerse one:
I feel like I am going fucking crazy
Everything is so hazy
Here I am stuck in the past
There is so many vast answers
Everyone I love has cancers
I am all alone
Trying to get in the zone
To rewind myself
To bind myself
So I can put myself together
Cause if I done I will be stuck like this for forever
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Tags:
Rhyme,
PainVotes: 111081
31 Mar, 2018 11:06 PMWhat does forever even mean to you?
When you couldn’t even keep it true
You said you’d be there forever
But they were just words pulled from thin air
I thought you felt the same
That you’d cover me in the rain
I thought forever was always forever
But now there’s not even us..never
You said you’d be there for me
But now i truly see
That you never saw the feelings in me
You’ve pierced me with the heart breaking knife
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Tags:
Hurt,
HeartbrokenVotes: 311604
27 Mar, 2018 08:19 AMblades are thrown
shots are fired
but no matter what i do
why do i always feel tired?
this is so sick
the madness, the grief, the sudden changes
i just want to live my life
without all the cages
trapped here, trapped there
there's no escape
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Tags:
Dead,
Mad,
Depressed,
Cry,
NothingVotes: 014195
21 Mar, 2018 03:27 AMShe sits in her room staring at the wall knowing she could never be anything more than worthless
The thoughts running through her head are on replay and never leave
So she sits facing a choice alone with no help
She sits facing death or life
Hard choice you may say, not to her she has her answer
She has had her mind made up for a while
She sits facing the wall picking up a blade
Small tears escaping her bloodshot eyes
She replays the memories one last time
As she sits there staring at the wall digging the blade into her skin
Deeper and deeper she goes
Blood trickling down her arms forming puddles on her floor
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Tags:
Pain,
Saddness,
DarknessVotes: 1014521
21 Mar, 2018 03:26 AMTo the ones who call me perfect
To the ones that worship the ground I walk on
To the ones whose days wouldn’t work without me
To the ones that believe I am their everything
To the ones who believe I have a perfect life
Listen to what I am about to say
Listen loud and clear
What I am about to say is the truth
What I am about to say is hard to hear
I am not the perfect girl you see
You should not worship the ground I walk on
I ensure you that your days will still go on without me
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Tags:
Personal,
BrokenVotes: 610341
19 Mar, 2018 07:12 PMThe darkness surrounds me
It’s getting cold
I’m all alone
With no one to hold
My world is so empty
All what’s left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain
I drown in tears
My heart is crying
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Tags:
Missing,
Love,
LostVotes: 419714
28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PMI hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone
but I just can't
The voices in my head aren't helping either
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
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Tags:
Depressed,
Sad,
Scared,
AloneVotes: 319120
03 Jan, 2018 10:31 PMI promised you
That I won't wake up tomorrow,
You will come and find my body laying in a pool of my own blood....
You touch my hand and find it's cold and dead
You remember that my hand was warm and welcoming, but now......
It's cold and in need
In my hand lies a razor.....
And a note saying
'I'm sorry I can't be there to hold hands with you......
I'm sorry we won't have our kiss....
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
RegretVotes: 614220