Heartless Play

Lena d'Arc

14 Sep, 2011 06:17 AM
We were friends,
we were so close,
we were always together,
I was never alone.


Everyday was fun,
I truly enjoyed being alive,
for everything that I wondered,
you always had an answer...
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Tags: Heartless, Despair
Votes: 11
11893 1

Cry alone

Lena d'Arc

13 Sep, 2011 08:28 AM
Closing myself,
not allowing myself,
closing myself,
hurting myself.
 
The truth is I am weak,
all I do I act tough,
pretend that I am strong.
 
The truth is I want to cry my heart out,
I want to scream so loud,
but I tell myself 'I must be strong',
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Tags: Cry, Alone
Votes: 40
25502 14

Gone but not forgotten

kikihmm

09 Sep, 2011 10:59 AM
It`s been a while,
Hearing your name there`s a bit of sadness in it
The more I try to block you away
The more I can`t stop thinking about you

I`m sorry empty smiles are all I can offer 
I`m broken all over.
All I can feel is hurt and pain
I don`t want this unbearable feeling to end
It`s the only proof left that you were here

Our memories are starting to fade,
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Tags: Memory, Hurt
Votes: 14
15978 7

My mistake

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:29 AM
Dreaming about tomorrow,
what will I like it to be?
Not walking even more forward,
just living in fantasy... 

Always avoiding to say what I need,
Always hiding the truth who I'll never be,
Just tell me how can I change?
I hate myself for being this way...
Every day is the same...
Every day there is someone else to blame.
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Tags: Mistake
Votes: 8
11851 1

Never thought

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:28 AM
This is why I never thought I could be free,
This is why you were always here for me,
That is why I never thought even you would leave,
That is why you are no longer here.


You were here, always by my side,
You were here, always when I cried,
You were here to tell me that everything is alright,
You were here to tell me not to give up,
But it was just the beginning.
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Tags: Missing, Apart
Votes: 8
13574 1

Was it really love?

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:23 AM
I don?t understand why I feel this way,
You are here, holding my hand,
Yet inside my heart it aches,
What is this uneasiness that I feel?
 
Is it love? Was it love? 

I?m in your embrace but I want to run away,
I?m holding your hand,
And you say you love me,
But I can not say.
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Tags: Hurt
Votes: 7
13109 0

On my own

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:18 AM
I wonder what is this feeling,
so deep inside of me?
What is this cold breeze?
So cold that it almost hurts...

I've always been on my own,
I've always been alone,
And just when I though I will find myself,
I would lose it all.


What is this cold breeze?
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Tags: Sad, Pain, Lonely
Votes: 12
21920 2

Unsure

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:15 AM
I've always wanted to see you again,
to hear your voice,
to look in your eyes. 

I've always wanted to hold your hand,
to hug your wide back,
to smile like idiot together with you,
just like back then.

At first I thought,
oh look at that punk,
but soon as the time passed,
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Tags: Love, Hate, Sorrow, Sadness, Pain, Happiness, Memories
Votes: 11
33368 0

Couldn't Reach You

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:12 AM
Ever since that moment,
I was given a punishment for the sins that I must atone,
Those feelings that couldn't reach you...
All because I let go of your hand...
I lost the one I loved the most,
and I'm the one at fault.

 

If I hadn't let go of your hand,
Would you still be by my side?
If I hadn't... at that time.
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Tags: Pain, Sorrow, Hate, Love, Memories
Votes: 8
25776 3

Night Rain

Lena d'Arc

09 Sep, 2011 06:10 AM
The first time I met you, was here, at this place
it was the fate I could never run away from,
it's reality that I'm chained to face...
 

Day by day...
You took away my dreams,
You took away my hopes,
You took away my smile,
Yet I will never be able to escape this invisible rope,
that I'm tied up with for the rest of my life.
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Tags: Pain, Sadness, Sorrow, Hate, Love
Votes: 7
25759 1