Well, I am from Malaysia. I moved to Singapore just to get my education. At first, I did not agree with my parents on going to Singapore. However,I finally agreed when my parents said that if I go to Singapore, I will get higher chances to get into a good university(Ya, I am quite young then). Now, I really really regretted coming here. On my first day of school in Singapore, I felt very lonely. Nobody talks to me. I guess that they don't really want to talk to an international student. But, there is only one guy. Well, ok ok, a VERY cute guy talked to me. He was the first to talk to me although I am an international student. Since that day, my friends increased because of him. He introduced all his friends to me. Life starts to get better because of him. Every morning, he will... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Broken, Love, LostBefore high school I was a pretty good kid. I had never been kissed, never done drugs, only tastes alcohol once, and just innocent. Like others high school changes all that. I got an entire new group of friends and started living. The problem was I was still innocent and I got taken advantage of because of it. This made me have huge trust issues and and a very low self-esteem. I started drinking way too much to try to forget. I smoked weed until my lungs felt like they were going to collapse to try and not feel so terrible. I let guys do whatever the hell they wanted to me if they just called me pretty first, and if all else failed I cut myself to just try to stop feeling. Basically I was a complete mess. Then I met Derek. Derek was not as fucked up as... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Trust, True Story, BrokenWe started talking when he moved to our school. He was so sweet to her, they texted for hours and hours, everything was going good. She had told her friends about their love for each other, about how great everything was going. One day he came up to her. "Okay, I really like this girl, and I can't stop thinking about her," the girls heart started to pound and her palms started to sweat. All she could think was, 'this is me.' "Go on," she said, her cheeks hot. "And well, I want to be her boyfriend," he smiled. "And?" "She's so beautiful. I really like her.." "Who is it?!" "Renee, could you give me her number?" "Oh. Um, sure. I'll text it to you later." The girl ran to the bathroom and started to cry. Renee, her best friend had stolen him away. How could this happen. She stared... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Broken, Betrayal, Depression, Heartbroken, Hurt, Lost, Lonely, Love, Pain, Sadness, Secret, DeathI had the perfect child hood. I was born out of love. I wasnt a mistake, I wasn't a lack of birth control or a broken condom. My mum couldn't get pregnant. She wanted a child so she took IVF, and it didn't work the first time. My dad wanted a child more than my mum. I was born knowing my parents loved me. That I really was wanted. I grew up with my sisters in the most beautiful house, I was never spoiled and they raised me well. I had a good childhood, but I hurt myself a lot. I was clumsy and my parents started shouting at me and my dad would hit my leg when I did something wrong. I'm not sure when, but they slowly started losing all faith in me. I became nothing but a burden in their eyes. So, the real story starts just... [Read More]
Tags: Rape, Pain, Tears, Broken, Love, HelplessIt all started when I was still first year college. I pretended to have a crush on someone who was quite popular in our school.He was part of the Basketball Team,certified playboy and heart-breaker. Every time he passed by,my friends teased me,and I pretended that I really liked it. A year after,he's one of my classmates,and it was really awkward because our classmates gave me a "THIS IS IT!" looked.One time,we're both early for our next class,he talked to me and asked my number. When I went home,I received a text message telling me that it was him.That was the time that we started to build our "secret friendship". We didn't talk in our school,nor glanced with each other we just sent each other messages even inside of our classroom. He entrusted me his past, that he loved a girl so much and that girl dumped him for another man.... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Hanging, Love, True Love, Sad, Pain" I love you Micheal" I told him over the phone " yeah sure Katz, whatever, got to go now" he told me " Alryt love see..." Before I had even finished my last sentence he hung up. My heart was just drowning in mud, I just could not look at my friends, who were waiting to hear what Micheal had said to me. " what did he say" Judy asked me " Well..he said he misses me and He just can not wait till I come back home" I lied to them, and deep inside I knew I myself was hurting.I could not sit any longer with my friends, I had to go away from them, I just could not take the pain and I knew that anytime I would burst out into tears and that would cause too much trouble. I just made the lamest excuse of having... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Heartbroken, UnlovedI met you on Halloween night. We had never talked before, but at that moment we talked forever. While walking down the hallways you would grab me and give me a hug, in the library you would tease me about being a nerd. A week had passed and you had asked me out and I said yes and my feelings kept growing and growing. No matter how I felt, you would help me. A month together and it felt like forever. You would hold my hand and be proud to call me your girl. We spent everyday of those first two months together, then we broke up. We stayed friends and talked forever and ever on the phone. You had gotten a new girl and it broke my heart. We stopped talking because of her. I got a new guy to see if the pain would fade. It never did.... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Betrayal, Sad, Cut, Girl, Broken, Lost, Depressed, RapeShe's an innocent little girl named Natasha who grew up with no one and nothing. Her mother didn't have time for her or her sisters. Her mother had time for drugs and sex. She was 4 and she was confused. She asked God everyday why her mommy didn't love her. Natasha asks her mommy why she doesn't love her and her mother says "Because you're worthless! You're ugly and disgusting and you're not my kid!" Natasha just cries, she doesn't understand why her mother says the things that she says. She's cold, hungry and scared. Her mother never feeds her or her sisters. Instead her mother sits there and eats in front of them, making her and her sisters smell the food but if they try to eat it, they know they'll get beat,so they go to bed starving. Natasha stinks and is extremely dirty. Her mom didn't pay any... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Sadness, Broken, Sad Story, Pain, Painful, Hurt, Help, Hopeless, Alone, Crying, Confused, Cutting, Giving UpToday is October 25, 2011. 55 days ago, I said "Yes, I'll be your girlfriend." to this guy whom I loved so much with all my heart. Well, I had my heart broken with other guys before I met him, but when I fell for him, I was not afraid to take a chance again and faithfully hold on to the idea that everything will be alright. He somehow made my days so much brighter and for a month, everything went smoothly. Communication was there. Although we're not able to see each other everyday, we still send text messages to each other or sometimes talk to each other over the phone. And when we get the chance to see each other, every moment was the best. Full of sweetness and happiness and all that loving stuff. I loved him so dearly, and I can feel he does too. In short,... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Breakup, Hurt, Broken, Heart, Brokenhearted, Lonely, Grief, Relationship, UnlovedSooo...I haven't visited this site for a long time.I used to read all the stories when i was depressed.Found people that shared my pain and feelings.Let me introduce myself firs.My name is not important,im only a poet that will stay with his pen ,until im seeing her.This is a story about how one person changed my life,and saved me from myself. One year ago...i was so bad at the time.I was soo lonely,i used to stay at home,doing nothing,spending my days writing stuff,about nothing of worth.I was just wasting air.But then something happened ,something i cant describe.It was a girl i met.She had a boyfriend,so i lost my hopes,of doing anything at all with her.She was in long term relationship,and i was a nice guy and didnt want to ruin someone's life.The night i met her,we spend the whole evening togheter,talking,smiling at each other,cuddling...watching sunrise...yeah...maybe best night of my life.I... [Read More]
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