I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost,the old,the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you..
I thought our love was for real... But now I know to you life is like chess...
and I'm just a pawn to get back who you want most
When I draw I do it with a twist
The razor is my pen... My canvas, my wrist.
they say love will always find you;
..... how long do I have to wait for that love to come by?
It is so much easier to be lost than found...!!!!
Just because I'm strong,
doesn't mean that I don't feel the pain...
I loved you once.... I love you still.... I always have...... I always will.....
and sometimes I just need to be alone; so I cry without being judged, so I can think without interrupted, so I don't bring anyone else down with me.......
...I feel empty when you're gone...
It's sad when you've already learned to be a part of someone's life
...and then end up being strangers...