If one day you realize that I haven't
talked to you in a while;
it's not because I don't care anymore,
It's because you pushed me away
and just left me there....
"My fault was trusting you with all my heart,
my problem was loving you too much and taking it for granted,
And when you left me unable to reply... My final words.. just a goodbye,
I tried to follow you into the next world beyond, but was too scared to die."
You taught me how to love...
But not how to stop...
If you're afraid of getting hurt and feeling severe pain, then avoid falling in love....
I'm Happy and sad that my first love left me... he made me the person I am today... strong... Even though he left, I wouldn't blame him... I'm grateful. Now I Can face more hurtful problems.
I live in a lie, and I lie to everybody I know, but my most common lie is the words:
"I'm fine"
What hurts is knowing that I love you,
but what's worse is when you ask me who it is...
I hear you say 'I love you.'
I just smile and nod.
Cause I know that you don't mean it.
But I do.
No one can replace you. Not even a million dreams coming true.
Its so hard to let you go, even after all that you put me through.