11 Mar, 2012 08:08 AMOf all the masks I've worn before,
The mask of sorrow I've worn much more,
You beg to know of me what's real,
but what's underneath I dare not reveal,
If not for hiding behind this guise,
I think you might think otherwise,
Without you near me and without you to guide, a lost soul behind this mask doth hide.
For each time I have shown my face,
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19 Nov, 2015 08:44 AMLoving you is wrong i know,
But still i love you even if a river of tears will flow
Seeing photos of you hurts me so
But i love you i just cant let you go.
I'm just a shadow hiding
Afraid that anyone will know i'm loving
Loving someone i'm not supposed to
But like a dove so free, i wanna shout i love you, i really do.
You have a wife and a son
I'm nothing just an option, i wanna run
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09 Mar, 2016 11:30 PMTired, just tired.
My heart was hurt, feeling wired.
My mind says no
My soul goes i dont know.
Fear, i feared.
To lose you, but what should i feel?
Am i wrong for all things not real?
Can you tell me, if im gone, for you is it a big deal?
Love, i just loved.
Feeling like i'm floating in the clouds above
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22 Oct, 2014 08:05 PMOh, If only you knew, the desperation that I have faced
The fear and isolation, the pain that I embraced
If only you could have noticed my feeble attempts to heed
The signs of desolation, and my committed deed
My silent screams and cries for help, they went unheard indeed
And no one could discern an innocent soul, slowly fade and bleed
I sowed a forbidden seed in your mind, yet you chose to let it grow
It was filled with blame, hurt and shame, that only you could know
I breathed my last breath longingly, on that bitter, lonely night
As you marked my sudden death, with a dim eternal light
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DeadVotes: 313457
09 Mar, 2016 11:15 PMEverything's confusing.
Little things' hurting
The man she's loving,
Is someone else's belonging.
So tired, so numb.
Feeling like a dumb.
A girl that everyone dumps
Can't crawl, the way's full of humps.
Always loving the wrong one
Always hurting, it's all done.
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11 Feb, 2015 04:05 AMEmptiness inside of me
Makes me feel so hollow
Aching pains in my head
With silent tears to follow
I see you sleeping next to me
So peaceful and without worry
I wish that I could hold you
And not be filled with such fury
My heart feels lonely and forgotten
I know not why I am so sad
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23 Nov, 2013 09:13 PMI watch people
Wondering
If I am the only one
That wants to die
I think of death often
Perhaps to often
It has become my wish
I am tired of being alive
I must die soon
Not now
But soon
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