Showing sad poems for tag "depression"

is this depression?

Kathja Andersen

21 Aug, 2016 04:33 PM
My mom says "just be happy! i had it worse than you"
My sister says "you don't have depression! stop lying!"
My niece says "i've never seen you cry, how can you have depression if you don't cry all the time?!"
My response is always "I don't know!" or "That's not how depression works!"

People tell me "You're gaining weight... "
People tell me "You're stupid"
People tell me "Wow your life is easy!"

I tell myself "I DON'T HAVE DEPRESSION!"
I tell myself "I'M FINE! STOP LYING TO YOURSELF!"
I tell myself "EVERYONE HATES YOU! YOU'RE THE REASON DAD LEFT!"
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Tags: Depression
Votes: 1
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If I were Just a Body.

Pride Ed

08 Jan, 2015 09:23 PM
An autopsy would reveal that I
swallowed too many stars,

and every incision would look
like hideously-done cursive.

The busing inside and out
would be treated like ink blots,

and my congealing blood would
scream about how cold the room is.
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Tags: Suicide, Sad, Mental Illness, Dark, Depression, Sadness
Votes: 1
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Dear Dad,

Haley Goodwin

08 Oct, 2013 02:20 PM
Dear Dad,
Why did you leave me?
I need you so bad.
Things are getting complicated.
I don’t know where to turn.
The darkness is closing in. 
Please don’t let it get me daddy.

Where are you now?
My tears are falling.
I feel so dead inside.
My only release causes harm.
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Tags: Alone, Sad Poems, Death, Depression, Father, Family
Votes: 1
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watch your actions.

Taylor Hunter

31 Aug, 2014 12:05 AM
life goes on with a simple smile on my face
people thinking no more of the pain in my eyes
just looking around thinking I just need some space
but in reality I'm stuck in a hole of lies

at night my mind go crazy with thoughts
wondering why life has to be so hard
my senses dulled as my body rots
people wonder why, but my mind is just scarred

you don't understand my past, for what I went through
so please don't judge the outcome I cant change
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Tags: Depression, Death, Sad
Votes: 1
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Inevitable

Ashlea .C

19 Dec, 2013 04:35 PM
you say that you love me.
you tell me you care.
although we both know
our love
is bursting into flares.

no more than a corpse
burning to ashes.
through my eyes 
out life together flashes.

we had no purpose. we had no trust.
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Tags: Pain, Sorrow, Trust, Depression, Broken Heart
Votes: 1
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On My Mind

Ashlea .C

19 Dec, 2013 04:42 PM
kiss me once, infect me
kiss me twice, it spreads
kiss me three times
you will be my death

all of this time
is occupied
by a metal snapshot
of your smile

what you do to me
i can't explain
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Tags: Pain, Sorrow, Depression, Love
Votes: 1
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Long distance

The broken hearted ninja

13 Feb, 2012 07:56 AM
I know i'm stronger than this, 
No relationship's gonna bring me down, 
These tears aren't worth shedding out for. 
But even now, why do I feel so regretful? 

I gave you chances; Countless of them, 
You brought me more pain than happiness, 
But those happy times overshadowed the bad. 
There was only us in our world; Nobody else. 

Shards of memories lingered longer than it should be, 
Leaving me in pain throughout the days and months.
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Tags: Long Distance, Relationship, Love, Sad, Hurt, Depression, Pain, Sadness
Votes: 1
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Day Eleven

Kaitlin

11 May, 2016 09:11 PM
Day one, no sleep, one pill.
Day two, no sleep, six pills.
Day three, no sleep, sixteen pills.
Day four, hospital coma 2 hours. 
Day five, no sleep, no pills.
Day six, no sleep, six pills.
Day seven, No Sleep, Sixteen Pills.
Day Eight noone notices.
Day Nine 24 pills, ambulance, coma 2 days.
Day ten still don’t notice.
Day eleven, whole bottle.No more pills. Eternal sleep
Then they notice…
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Tags: Medicine, Death, Depression
Votes: 0
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Game Over

Ashlea .C

19 Dec, 2013 05:55 PM
it's so crazy how this guy has stressed me
he came and deceived me and then he left me
lost and stranded, i just can't stand it!

my broken heart is in dire need of a bandage.
but i guess it's my fault, i guess it's my bad
for caring so much for this guy that i had
but then again, maybe i didn't have him
No, if he thought that i mattered, the guy 
wouldn't have shattered my world
see in this game there are no rules
you've got to be careful. you can't just fall for anybody
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Tags: Pain, Trust, Sorrow, Depression, Hurt
Votes: 0
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Behind my Smile

CrystalWolfTear

22 Mar, 2014 04:20 PM
Behind my smile are embedded scars
My anguished mind is too damaged
Your words were hurtful and harsh
Throughout years I received damage

I tried to hide my misery for so long
The suffering and pain torn me apart
I tried to erase memories and keep strong
I tried to fix my devastated heart
 
Day go by and Depression eats away
At my cold, weak mind and heart
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Tags: Devastate, Disruption, Fake Smile, Sadness, Depression
Votes: 0
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