01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PMShattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;
I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;
I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
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Tags:
Death,
Depression,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Cry,
Hurt,
Pain,
Sadness,
DarkVotes: 742809
14 Dec, 2012 08:29 AMOh what solitude it is to have a life
that is very demeaning
A face of sadness that is underlain
by a contrary meaning
Unknown, unnoticed,
unobserved and unseen
Oh how long, so long,
how long has it been?
The leafy memories have vanished
and slowly my hands let go
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Tags:
Worth,
Tears,
Cry,
Pain,
Past,
Regret,
UnlovedVotes: 734612
14 Oct, 2011 04:20 AMyou were here and the pain was gone
but as soon as you came you left
the pain was back
and so was this paper and pen.
Imagine a box with a window
a man inside
the window is there to remind him of what he doesn't have
he lives there to this day.
he will die there.
i take the pain
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Tags:
Pain,
UnlovedVotes: 745087
09 Sep, 2011 06:10 AMThe first time I met you, was here, at this place
it was the fate I could never run away from,
it's reality that I'm chained to face...
Day by day...
You took away my dreams,
You took away my hopes,
You took away my smile,
Yet I will never be able to escape this invisible rope,
that I'm tied up with for the rest of my life.
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Tags:
Pain,
Sadness,
Sorrow,
Hate,
LoveVotes: 725915
08 Jul, 2010 03:53 PMYou take me deep into the hole
under the tree into the dark
I can not see I can not hear
as you leave me alone to die
I wait for you to come back
to find me but you don't
so I lay my head on the soft moist dirt
and feel the bugs crawl in my hair
I feel my heart get ripped apart
or is that just me alone
the days pass and I am hungry
but no one comes to save me
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Tags:
Left Alone,
Alone,
PainVotes: 725926
06 May, 2010 05:42 PMyou left me here
on the cold, hard floor
thinking and waiting.
i cant find the door.
my world is spinning,
round n round
im feeling dizzy,
here on the ground
what did you do to me?
i cant even cry,
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Pain,
HurtVotes: 733617
19 Sep, 2018 09:56 PMAcross the hall I see your smile.
We haven’t spoken in a while.
Dug a hole and pushed me in.
Your heart I will never win.
Wish I never fell for you.
Your love for me was never true.
Lied to me right through your teeth.
My heart’s no longer in one piece.
Brought me up then knocked me down.
Then left the crime scene without a sound.
Yanked my heart right out of my chest.
Then laughed at me like all the rest.
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Tags:
Friendship,
Pain,
LoveVotes: 621803
01 Jun, 2018 12:03 PMWalking down the path of love, I’ve experienced many feelings.
Feelings like a heart beat skipping when I saw a simple twinkle in your eyes.
Every time I was with you, I could hear bells ring.
It was great, I enjoyed every moment with you. You said you did too, but it was a lie.
I put in the effort to be the best man for you, I wanted to see you smile.
I gave my heart to you, in hopes you would keep that in mind.
You said you loved me too, those words kept me happy for a while.
You said that you cared about me, that you would love me no matter what, but you lied.
You told me that every time you said “I love you” you meant it more.
You said that if I died, you would weep and cry.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Lies,
Pain,
True StoryVotes: 616400
27 Nov, 2014 09:36 AMA message on my phone, could it be him?
Is it my true love, i've waited so long to hear?
I remember those days,
He pretended I wasn't there,
Even though he tore me up,
somehow I still care.
Waiting and waiting for just one reply
Tears start to form
I feel i'm ready to die.
There's no message back,
I am breaking apart,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Broken,
Pain,
SadnessVotes: 618958
28 Sep, 2014 02:31 PMi try to live,
but all it does is kill me,
i try to run,
but all it does is scar me,
i'm alone, and no one else can save me,
i try to fight,
but all the darkness surrounds me,
i try to live,
but all it does is kill me,
all they see is the outer core,
the darkness inside is changing my life,
i try to move on,
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Tags:
Hurt,
PainVotes: 614156