16 Feb, 2015 10:12 PMAlone at last
We sit and drink cold champagne
Your smirk and laugh
your eyes wondering down my dress
I fake innocence
and laugh along
though your stupid jokes
truly bore me
I wonder, do you stare at all women like this?
You gap like a fish at my question
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Tags:
Cheating,
Death,
Murder,
Forgiveness,
Alone,
DateVotes: 318550
16 Dec, 2014 10:21 PMLoving someone is very personal and
comes from deep within the heart.
Love sometimes heightens the senses and
unfortunately for me I lost my senses
because now I am paying the price for
not seeing a one-sided love right
from the start.
I feel foolish, lost and the heartbreak
I have now is the price I have to pay
even to this very day for not recognizing
a one-sided love right away.
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Tags:
Empty,
Alone,
Confused,
LostVotes: 318414
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Tags:
Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 363485
11 Apr, 2013 04:34 AMFalling into a deep dark void
Spiralling down at an impressive rate
Wishing to be buried in satin
To end the pain numbing your body
Heart grows weaker as the agony grows stronger
Taking over like an intruder into your emotions
The only one to blame is you
But you don’t want to admit it
Friends trying to pull you out
But you just let go of their hands
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Tags:
Depression,
Broken,
Sadness,
AloneVotes: 316733
25 Jul, 2013 01:00 PMHere I am, hating my self again.
Sorrow my coffin, I lay within.
Oh how I wish for a smile.
One I may haven't see in awhile.
Give me a place to refind.
The hope I lost in my mind.
A Place without agony or despair.
Is it even possible for life to be fair?
Am I just as useless as in my head?
I'm living a shell, inside I am dead.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Monster,
Memories,
Broken,
Suffering,
AloneVotes: 342862
19 Nov, 2012 09:02 AMI cannot speak as long as I am wrong
I cannot be brave as long as I am alive
How can I end a life?
How am I supposed to deal with this?
The blackness of my blood reflects
The darkness that I will always be
I am a disappointment and nothing more
I am pain and regret and nothing else
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Tags:
Suffering,
Worthless,
Unloved,
Pain,
Alone,
SadVotes: 345152
19 Nov, 2012 08:55 AMThe moon dips down and the world
forever casted in this lake of darkness.
No place of shining light
to guide me through the treacherous maze
of death, sadness, sorrow, and pain.
In this life,
I stand all alone,
only imagining to have a light.
I'll watch the devastation I have brought;
watch all of the people suffer
in agony just like mine,
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Tags:
Life,
Forgiveness,
Lost Hope,
Suffering,
Agony,
Alone,
Pain,
Despair,
SadVotes: 350470
05 Nov, 2012 03:40 AM*Please leave your message at the sound of the tone*
Hey
It's me
I saw you walking down the street the other day,
you had on that jacket I gave you that day after baseball practice
were you cold?
I could have been there
to hold you
to warm you
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Tags:
Cold,
Seperation,
Spirit,
Missing,
Alone,
Death,
Sad,
MemoriesVotes: 335736
05 Nov, 2012 03:39 AMI love winter
The air stills
Cold numbs the skin
And time crawls
Perfect for a walk
Down the road less traveled by
Where naked trees cover overhead
Where the snow-filled clouds
Make the world grey and uniform.
Where the road stretches
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Tags:
Winter,
Alone,
Numb,
Cold,
Memories,
Sad,
LonelinessVotes: 334437
16 Oct, 2012 12:10 PMhave you ever been at the brim
where you have no choice but to jump?
Have you ever tried walking for a very long time
but not knowing where to go?
Have you ever been in a situation
where you need breathe for the sake of living?
Have you ever felt so tired
that you think all your Labor are meaningless?
each day you wake up wishing
there will be something new?
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Tags:
Pain,
Sadness,
Lifeless,
Loneliness,
Depression,
Sad,
AloneVotes: 348178