Black Heart

paige

16 May, 2013 11:22 AM
I’m sorry I didn’t mean for this, 
A stroke of bad luck for the always dismissed,
A cut through the heart and through the skin,
Pain on either side, I can never win,

I meant for a relief,
Not trying to kill,
My fate is in my hands,
I’m at my will,

Sitting alone, 
Drowned in despair,
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Tags: Cut, Depression, Loneliness
Votes: 2
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I AM GOING TO SMILE

suraj barkul

07 Nov, 2013 11:36 AM
I AM GOING TO SMILE

living alone for me has become like a habit,
but the change in me is nt bad not even a bit...

People didnt try to understand y am i doing this,
No one asked the reason whom do i really miss...

Yes i miss sm1 very close to my heart,
She is actually my life's most important part...

Today i sit alone remembering her remembering abt our past,
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Tags: Sadness, Sacrifice, Love
Votes: 1
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Daddy's Day (repost from old account)

Keegan Smith

28 Apr, 2017 05:43 PM
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
  her favorite dress tied with a bow.
  Today was Daddy's Day at school,
  and she couldn't wait to go.

  But her mommy tried to tell her,
  that she probably should stay home.
  Why the kids might not understand,
  if she went to school alone.

  But she was not afraid;
  she knew just what to say.
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Tags: Dad
Votes: 1
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Alone

skate

30 Jan, 2017 06:06 PM
Alone.
Alone stood the girl.
she stood there on the bridge and waited,
waited for a friend;
a friend who,little did the girl know,
would never show up
but the girl wouldn't give up
the next day she went back
same bridge, same place,
and waited some more,
and waited,
and waited,
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Tags: Lonely
Votes: 3
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Preparation

Gary

31 Jan, 2013 01:44 AM
I'm trying my best not to feel. 
Numbing myself to prepare for hurt. 
It's only temporary but it helps me deal, 
But still I wonder, "what was it worth?" 

All the opening up I did, 
All the heartfelt things I said, 
Maybe I should've kept everything hid, 
Suffocate them until they're dead. 

What would I do with these memories? 
What can help me bury these?
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Tags: Prepare, Leaving, Sorrow
Votes: 1
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Island of Grief

Camille Chandler

12 Aug, 2015 03:10 AM
Grief keeps it's own record of healing
no one or anyone can feel your deepest pain
One can walk beside you
but never within the walls of your suffering heart
One can listen...and offer their ..."I am here for you"
One can pray...for the life you grieve is the one that is 
shared by many

but as you walk on your soulful journey...it is yours alone
you take that weak moment and make it strong
you take a sorrowful situation and douse it with a happy life event
you take those tears of sorrow...and dampen the mouth of someone who thirsts
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Tags: Despair
Votes: 2
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Quiet

Deviline

15 Aug, 2016 12:16 PM
I Let the first real tear fall
For all I've lost 
For all I've found
For all I couldn't lose now but fear I would 
I cry for me 
For everything that isn't what it seems
For everyone that isn't what they should be or what they appear to be 
For not always getting to choose who we give our time to.
Is it crazy if I say 98 percent of people I've met are judgemental assholes 
hiding behind good deeds and fake smiles?
Is it crazy if I say I expect nothing from this godless world 
that's ripped me apart at every fvcking turn?
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Tags: Survival.
Votes: 1
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DADDY!

Andrew Nugent

23 Jun, 2018 06:31 AM
Dad, wherever you are, I know you can hear me
And I’m sorry
Sorry I didn’t make more of an effort to be a good son
Sorry I haven’t always been there for the girls
Sorry I always got into trouble
Sorry I didn't bother to make something of my life
Sorry, that I failed you
And I hope one day you'll open your arms and give me one last hug, 
to symbolize your forgiveness.
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Tags: Loser, Faliure
Votes: 2
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Crushed

jerry harrenstein

06 Mar, 2016 03:38 PM
With daggers in your eyes,
you came at me.
With love in your heart,
there was none for me.
My mind,
my mind you filled
with your lies
until all I could do 
was cry.

You ranted 
and raved,
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Tags: Crushed
Votes: 0
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Never Too Deep

RebelLoveSongxx

21 Mar, 2015 06:47 AM
She always cuts herself
But never too deep
Never enough to die 
But enough to feel the pain
Enough to scream inside.

But her mind, it is a nightmare
But you'd never think so
She smiles all day, so you don't know.
And it never fades away
Not until she's alone.
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Tags: Sadness, Depression, Cut
Votes: 1
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