09 Dec, 2014 04:07 PMThere is no one
No one i could trust
Trust is something i dont believe in
Believe in things that make you feel alive
Alive in times when the is silence screaming
The silence screaming in the dark
The dark is where i am
I never mind the things
The things that made me what i am
I am a heart without a soul
The soul which is forever lost in the dark
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DeathVotes: 25410
03 Jun, 2018 06:43 AMIt's a curse and a blessing
My mind which keeps addressing
The flaws I see within myself
I ponder them, I study them
Crucially I examine
And a fix is still not revealed.
Do I subject myself to interrogation
By some apathetic, crocodile tears performing person?
Do I then gratefully accept the rainbow hues of my medication?
That may mayhap change me for the better
But which will change the person standing, staring in the mirror.
Should I instead risk the chance of slicing and dicing
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ConfusionVotes: 25113
12 Jun, 2015 03:45 AMLeave me be.
I can't stand this any longer.
Two sides of me.
Outside is an act,
Outside is a calm spring evening.
But inside is a war.
Inside is a summer thunderstorm.
Inside I am fighting with myself.
A part of me is writing and singing.
Trying to make peace.
A part of me is imagining violence.
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Broken,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 24741
07 Aug, 2015 12:33 PMIf I tell you that your heart
is what I want to steal,
how would that make you feel, would that make you arrest me
or would you stand still.
I should've told you before,
now that you're gone,
its funny I still think you're the one.
Do you know unspoken words feels like heart stabbed by knife,
forever stucked, injects deeper as the time pass by?
I'm assuming you don't.
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UnspokenVotes: -34668
21 Mar, 2015 06:42 AMThere are some people in the world,
Who are just a little different from the rest.
These people have been through Hell,
But have come out better than the best.
I've only met a few of these gems,
But each one has left their mark on my life.
We're a special kind of people,
Take life without all the strife.
Through every bitter situation,
Every ill hand fate has dealt
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Stay StrongVotes: 24626
15 Feb, 2017 09:13 PMI sit quietly,
as a stream of red
runs a river down
my arm.
Softly,
I wipe it away with
my sleeve, and as the red
blossoms form a pool,
I look down.
smiling at the twisted beauty.
The red blossoms fall, hit,
Splattering,
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Love In HateVotes: 24496
15 Aug, 2018 02:05 PMInk, paper and a pen
Here we go again.
When i said i will stop feelin'
Yet here i am again fallin'.
Ink, paper and a pen
A thing we never begin
And love is something we wouldn't want starting
But my heart just cant stop beating.
Ink, paper and a pen
What should i do, is this the right thing?
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Love PoemVotes: 04366
12 Jul, 2017 06:20 AMI see him, the one
But am I the one for fun.
He laughs,his laugh is so
graceful Makes a blow.
Does he see me or he sees another girl
who does he need a cheerleader who can whirl or twirl.
He don't see, don't deserve thee
who does he need too flee.
From the ugliness I attract, or does he see.
Or does he never see a we
In his future.
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WishVotes: 14016
03 Oct, 2017 11:35 PMI dread going to bed
The loneliness I can bear
The cold I can endure
My greatest fear
More than life
More than death
Awaits on my pillow
The home of my darkest memories
Those patient tormentors
Who waits all day without a whisper
Without a trace
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Loss,
Pain,
DepressionVotes: 73824
27 Feb, 2017 03:24 PMI know He loved her
But he keeps saying that it was just because of sympathy
I know we're happy together
But he was her first, so does she
I know I am his forever
But she will always be a part of his memory
I know Im smarter and prettier, whatever
But why am I afraid of her ghost?
Crawling in the walls of our relationship,
Hiding in the corners, judging me
Crying tears that made me drown,
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Depression,
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SadnessVotes: 13346