the real me

lisa johnson

18 Nov, 2011 08:26 PM
people don't see the real me, 
they only see the side i want them to see.
if people saw the real me,
the true me,
i think they would be scared or 
they will think I'm crazy

the real me is a depressed 21 year old 
girl who thinks about suicide all the time, 
a girl with so many insecurities.

the real me is a person who is 
afraid of being hurt all the time.
someone who gets jealous easily.

someone who can't stand to lose 
someone very special to her!
someone who hates hurting people but
some how does anyway
someone who who wishes for death everyday

a girl who is nothing

a girl who should be called "loveless"
because every time she loves someone
with all her heart....
it gets broken and damaged

a girl who wants to rip her heart
out so it doesn't get broken anymore

someone who asks to be killed

someone who cries for no reason at all

someone who would love with all 
her heart if someone would just 
give her the chance to.
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Sarah says:
19 Aug, 2012 12:09 AM

Great! Those sentences "really" describes me,and the only difrence is that im 18. Im really as ur poem... I enjoyed very much..

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Luke says:
27 Aug, 2012 07:02 AM

I know the feeling..if you'd want to talk, send me a mail. It's tough being alone with it,

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Hanane says:
31 Aug, 2012 01:55 AM

Soo great !! thank you

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sophie says:
02 Sep, 2012 10:03 PM

Sorry about that but your life will get better and you will find someone that love u some day

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madhuritiwari says:
03 Sep, 2012 09:01 AM

awesum poem which suits me

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sangeeta says:
04 Sep, 2012 08:20 AM

i m from india and relly liked your poem,,,, very touchy.... all d bst 4 yor future...

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Veanna says:
04 Sep, 2012 07:24 PM

Wow, that was an amazing poem.

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Nasima Haq Sparsh says:
06 Sep, 2012 02:09 AM

It's really a mind attractive poem,i like it very much.

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Melissa says:
06 Sep, 2012 07:19 PM

I feel so :'(

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narlena says:
08 Sep, 2012 07:37 PM

his poem describes exactly how i feel but im 19

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narlena says:
08 Sep, 2012 07:37 PM

i mean this

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Trey Lo says:
09 Sep, 2012 12:51 AM

My gf read this herself to me (; SHE: omg this is so me.

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Rameez says:
09 Sep, 2012 07:09 PM

Ahhh this is so me....but the difference is m 18 Old Guy...!!! :'(
really love u Poet...nOw am feeling much relax. am not Alone...

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jaycee says:
23 Oct, 2012 06:11 AM

wow it was very tuching i felt like you were writeing that for me that is crazy cus i feel excatly the same it made me cry and it takes something to hit me just rite to make me cry :(

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