Just another prop
Rimantas
06 Jun, 2018 06:00 AMWith this last heartbreak I finaly died inside With this my demons Have finally found their way back I tried to run from them Hide from them But lastly I was the one That showed them how to come back But you made it worse Ten maybe hundred times worser I tried to live in peace But you cursed me With your smile That beautiful bright smile With your eyes Those unpolished little diamond eyes You where the one That made my heart weaker The one That made me a light seeker When I was stuck in the darkness With no way of going back But now look what happened I'm even deeper down In this shit hole Guess that's my life from now My lifes biggest mistake is That I fallen in love I should have know That there's no going back I should have kept it My frozen stone heart But you convinced me TO give some warmth a start And that was mistake That I unfroze my heart Look at me now I'm just ready to die I could cry non stop But I have to keep living So what's the point in crying If I'm just another prop In your lifes movie That you direct You didn't give me the promised main role All you gave me is a raptured soul But no worries It always was black as coal And instead of a heart Now I have a black hole But not everything's bad I killed my inner being So now I can be considered Simply a demon But not for long This will end so soon Guess I'm heading to devil 'Cuz heavens seems doesn't like fools Just one cut on a wrist One rope hangs from a ceiling Don't be so agile Life is so frigile Guess now I'm done There's nothing left to say So this is the final goodbye I'll never see you again
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Post a Comment22 Jul, 2018 03:39 AM
this poem was painful. I cried cause I feel the same. I hope you ok.