24 Mar, 2010 11:29 AM
You look into my eyes and see I'm in pain.
It's as if you have nothing to lose or nothing to gain.
I am no one special but your still here.
For some reason you're my number one fear.
Trusting you takes a lot out of me,
But trust is the most important key.
I feel like I need you to live,
But I have nothing to offer and less to give.
I'm not worth it, I'm no one at all,
You might as well watch me as I fall.
My world will be smashed,
My dreams are already crashed,
You shouldn't waste your time with me like this,
I'm no one that you're going to miss.
I'm filled with pain and sorrow,
I don't know why I bother living for tomorrow.
I'm only still here for the beautiful souls I gave birth to,
I don't want them to think why my mother couldn't do.
Empty is all that I am and all I will ever be,
It really isn't that hard to see.
I'm dead on the inside and I cry,
It's caused from lie after lie.
Your trying to save me but there's no use.
As I sit here wanting to die,
You stand there not willing to say goodbye.