Why Am I Still Here?

Savon C.S.R.

16 Apr, 2011 06:17 PM
Why is life so hard and
Why am i alive
When nobody cares about me or my pitiful life
So why am i still here?

So why did God make me
Was is so i could be
A punching bag for all your pain and agony
Or was it so you could
Rip a hole through my soul pull my heart right out of my chest
Stomp on it and watch it breath for its very last breath!

I have no purpose in this God forsaken world
So why am I still here
You've given all others a purpose
But not me, does this mean
I should take my own life
Am i just an empty vessel
In your eyes.

I mean was i only created as a pawn in your little game
My life means nothing, I have no purpose
So why am i still here
I have no heart or soul
Should I take my own life
Is that my purpose in life.

Am I just an empty vessel
That has been born and that will die
So why am i still here
And why was i created
Was it so I could suffer for
What I may have done in my past life
I don't understand why am i still here
Can somebody help this empty vessel
Find a purpose.

I'm trapped in this little world
Because my heart and soul have been ripped right out of my chest
Devoured by darkness
I'm left here to die
Crying for eternity
I'm just an empty vessel
So I ask, why
Why am i still here?

BY:Savon C.S.R
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devin lackey says:
25 Apr, 2011 09:15 AM

hey i really love this poem and id like to present it as a class assignment but i have to know where you were born hopefully america.... please email me back!!! at how2savealife.com@gmail.com

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FUKKINEMOKIDS says:
05 Nov, 2011 10:54 PM

Okay.... Stop thinking like this. Life is worth more then posting stupid ass emo-poems on the internet, getta life. Getta job, stop wasting time writing something sad and write a poem that will get you laid.

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David Montalvo says:
30 Nov, 2011 08:54 AM

shutup is true life is worthless and full of pain i wake up in thye morning every day knowing that there will be more pain ahead im tired of being usless, im tired of people teling me u should die, im tired of not being the dicrace of the day and not geting the love and support from my family.sometimes i wish that i can go to sleep and never wake up.p.s life is worthless

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keola de says:
12 Jul, 2012 02:38 AM

I'm really feeling this poem is so true........... tired of being used and abused. life is totally worthless. even my bf dosen't know they way I feel........... i want to be free can anybody help me.

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SelfRighteous_Suicide says:
02 Nov, 2012 03:28 PM

In a world where no one cares, it really is pretty lonely filled with despair. Some ppl may lead you through a primrose path but that's only if you choose to ignore all reality and fact. Fact of the matter is this world is cursed, built up on lies and deceit, A soulless planet with soulless thieves.

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Dayna says:
04 Nov, 2012 03:49 AM

You were put in this world to leave mark of your self for everyone to remember I know how you feel Its happened to me but if you let it go I promise it gets better

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Desiree says:
08 Jul, 2015 05:04 PM

This poem is artistic and I am in love with the poem and how you can feel the way that the poem is

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Misty says:
15 Nov, 2015 09:42 PM

I really need these poems right now I'm going through things that just seem to get worse and I ready to give up I'm tired of this horrible world and no one around me understands and doesn't really want to they just want me to get over what's happened to me but it's impossible to it's destroyed me mentality and now I have this dark side and I now have a plan

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