My life never was too good or easy or what you have. When I was 4 years old I lived on long island, had friends that actually gave a crap about me. But it wasn't always sunshine, that was when I watched my mother be abused day after day. Then in less than a year me and my mom moved to Pennsylvania I was glad I never had to watch it again but I was so depressed coz I lost all my friends. I guess you can say I moved on but I still miss them. After we moved here I joined school, it was kindergarten and I was starting to make friends. I was happy, but I didn't notice how cruel I was being to kids who were my friends. I would bully them and now I feel horrible but there's nothing I can do you know? In first... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Cutting, Life, Hate, Bullying, Unloved, Family, AloneIt was late at night and Isabella called and called Trevor but he does not answer. He just texted her that he was at a friend's. It's been a couple of weeks since Trevor start to become busy with his friends and the fact that he never have time to text or chat Bella made her feel insecure. One night, Bella cried so she texted Trevor, "Are we fighting?" but there's no reply "What did I do to u?" But still no reply.. So She called Him Trevor: Oh Sorry, Babe my phone is in silent Bella: where are you? Trevor: I'm at a friend's Bella: Again?! Trevor: Why? are you mad? Bella: Don't you know what it is now? Trevor: What? what do you mean? Bella: I'll go there, where's that house? Trevor: You can't go in here Babe!! Bella: Why Not?! Trevor: J--Just don't go! Then Trevor ended... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Death, Waiting, Sorrow, Alone, Friendship, Depressed, Cry, Tears, Hate, Guilt, Missing, HeartbrokenWell I Met Him 2 years ago at the pool. he was gorgeous but he started to date my cousin, then broke up with her. we were very good friends...he would smile and blush every time someone said my name. well he stopped talking to me for about 6 months then came back around valentines and asked me if I wanted to be his valentine. I said yes, he took pictures of us and glued them to a bored with i love you hearts and etc. HE ALSO PUT ROSES, REAL ROSES ON IT!!! it was so sweet but on Valentine night i almost got in a really bad car accident. he was at his friends when i called him crying, cause i was so scared he rushed to his house and i was waiting for him he hugged me tight and we stood like that for well over a... [Read More]
Tags: Boys Suck, Love, Hate, Unloved, BreakupThere was a girl all alone lost in a world filled with hate an darkness. She could not see where her mind and body were taking her. She was consumed by what everyone thought of her. For her everything was hard, at school she was either too fat or to skinny, to hot or to ugly. There was no in between, her life was based on lies. She had no friends, no family sat alone everyday waiting for someone to just say hey. Her mother was always awake she never had a father her sister at school and no brothers around. For she was ever alone. She could never see the light in the dark path that she was on, for now she is completely lost. She could not think for herself she came home each night tear down her face blood down her wrist. She wished an hoped, damn... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Hate, SadnessTo The World! I am sorry to write such a long story but then today its one of the days i feel very low...I am glad to find this site where i can share my story & my feelings..Thank You Lovers Of Sadness :) I hope you people will understand & try to respect what you have and realize how lucky you are :) Never let it go...just hold on tight when you know that its slipping....:) I was in grade 10 when our school had its second Carnival. I had a stall which was about Challenge on Smackdown Vs Raw on PS2, Dvd's & Games & Some small board games as well.Our stall wasn't earning much and was usually empty & We had some chair which made it the only free place where people could actually sit and relax in all that hustle after getting Exhausted. My Partner had... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Curse, Struggle, Truth, Hate, TrustShe looked at him as he made his way past her to the gym. She smiled but received none. She Loved him dearly for 3 years but he never seemed to care. It was her 16th birthday, the day she confessed to him with hope in her eyes and heart that he would at least accept her as a friend if not a girlfriend, but instead he said, "I am not really in need for a girlfriend right now. Will tell you when i need one." Saying this he went off laughing with his friends. She was hurt. More than she could've ever felt. The pain in her heart that she bore rose the more she talked of him. She was just a freshman in her freshmen years. She wasn't like any one of those popular girls with hot clothes on every season or week. She wasn't even one of... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hatehe held my waist tight for one last time, then as quick as he had appeared he vanished, stolen from me. right from within my hands. i was left in darkness, for days i didn't eat, i had no sleep & when i finally shut my eyes all i could see was his face, that smile haunted me for days, weeks even. my parents thought i was going crazy. i heard them talking one night, which was a surprise because i haven't heard them have 1 civilized conversation 4 13 years. i was scared. terrified. i was alone for days on end. when was this gonna end. when was this hole going to go away ? i thought about death, how it would ease the pain, but then it hit me, he didn't want me to end up like this! he promised he would come back to me one day,... [Read More]
Tags: Scared, Hate, Love, DrugsOn the new Petition by Henry Walsh. I was one of the first 40 signatures, I advertised this petition on all social media I could from Facebook to Gab and YouTube to Twitter. Etc. I was surprised that while of course fans are divided on the Disney take of star wars, never did I think I would have my life threatened over the franchise. Henry Walsh also has been threatened, that people would hack his email, that they would attack him. I have been told I would suffer if I kept going through with this petition and kept posting it. In 1977 George Lucas strived to make a movie that nobody wanted to be a part of, it was difficult and he was told to change it and put all his money and time into it. He created history and made a huge change to cinema everywhere and the future... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Struggle, Story, Sad, Sad Story, Hate, Dreams, Dream, LoveBack in the 7th grade, I went to a party with my friend kimmy, it was at her friend's so i didn't really know any one their, But that's when i met Olajuwon, he came up to us and was talking to us for a while, i thought he was super annoying at first, he tried to chase me with a turtle which was weird. After the party a couple days later, I was on the phone with kimmy, and she calls him, And we were talking and i found out he went to the same school as me and kimmy, so me and him kept talking more and more and i fell for him, and then when i seen him at school and we talked, his friends made fun of him for it because i was in a special program, and they made fun of me all the time... [Read More]
Tags: Exboyfriend, Hate, LoveHe had promised never to break up with me. He had said he loved me more than anything. Both are lies. I loved him a lot. And still do in a way. But my heart is more dead than alive. Here's how he broke me: He asked me out in the middle of 6th grade over the phone. I said yes. He told me he loved me, he cared about me, etc. etc. And I loved him too. But I had forgotten that many other girls in my grade liked him a lot. He would talk to all of them more than me, and being the shy girl, I never asked much of him. But it DID seem like he really did love me. He was sometimes even more emotional in that "lovey" kind of way than me. He was my first boyfriend, and he broke my heart 11 times.... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Heartbroken, Lost, Hate, Cheated, Sad