Is It Love or Not04 Jan, 2010 03:51 PM
Well I Met Him 2 years ago at the pool. he was gorgeous but he started to date my cousin, then broke up with her. we were very good friends...he would smile and blush every time someone said my name. well he stopped talking to me for about 6 months then came back around valentines and asked me if I wanted to be his valentine. I said yes, he took pictures of us and glued them to a bored with i love you hearts and etc. HE ALSO PUT ROSES, REAL ROSES ON IT!!! it was so sweet but on Valentine night i almost got in a really bad car accident. he was at his friends when i called him crying, cause i was so scared he rushed to his house and i was waiting for him he hugged me tight and we stood like that for well over a hour then he told me he loved me. i told him it too. we spent months together even snick out he didnt kiss me once!!! my cousin came back and he was all over her not even thinking about me. well he kept kissing her even though she has a boyfriend well they hung out a lot then she left...he talked to me for a week and then blew me off three times then stopped talking at all. its been 5 months since we last talked. i love him with all my might but im not sure its love anymore i think he's toying with me and using me to get to my cousin............i've fallen into a depression and no one is helping me i've even had a few suicide thoughts i don't want to let him go but he isn't even mine. please help!!!