What Have I Done?

Teri Bailey

27 Jul, 2011 05:20 PM

What Have I Done? It was one of those days when its a few minutes from raining and a sort of electricity fills the air.. The sun shines a bright beam through the winter clouds. There's truly nothing like it...All the worries in the world seem to vanish before me. How does nature give such a feeling. I don't believe anything can replace this brief moment. But as i sit here gazing at the crystal blue lake, and as a rain drop rolls down my left cheek like a river, i begin to think. Where exactly am i going to dump this body. I constantly ask myself why i did this but never usually come up with an answer..but today i did. Today was very different to most. Maybe that electricity that was in the air has given logic to this all. But there's not much time now to dwell... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Lost
Votes: 2
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i'm so stupid

michaelsims

15 Dec, 2015 01:18 PM

so i just finish reading a story called i broke my promise and i thought if (s)he could tell about the time (s)he had wrong someone by doing one of the worse things that you could do to someone in my case and that is breaking your promise and getting rid of an trust that the person had i thought i should get this off my chest and i'll feel better about it (mind the spelling i again said i'm stupid and have a great problem with spelling) a little back story. growing up i didn't have a good life but i try not to whine because i know people who had it worse than me. i got bullied day and night. i never felt safe anywhere my brother just thought of me as a toy and a pounching bag. he never treated me like brothers should he used me... [Read More]

Tags: Stupid, Self Harm, Friendsship, Trust
Votes: 6
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Unfortunate for Me

Tammy Tran

15 Jul, 2011 03:23 PM

When I was born my mother died. Isn't that typical. A mother dieing after giving birth. The child grows up not knowing their mother and wishing they could experience the love and care of one. Now me I personally don't care. When I was one my father died. Drunk perhaps. Was reckless. When a child doesn't get to experience the love and care from both a mother and a father they start comparing their lives with other fortunate children and wishing they had a mommy and daddy. Do I care no. I have no memories so far. When I was two I was put in an orphanage. I was raised by my grandma for a few months, but she died from old age. I don't have memories from the orphanage so I don't really care what happened in there. When I was three I was adopted by an unfriendly couple.... [Read More]

Tags: Hurt, Unloved
Votes: 9
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A reason for life

Nasa common

13 Nov, 2014 12:50 PM

"I like you... please go out with me" I didn't want any of this. Why does my Childhood friend "like" me. We are childhood friends. I can never love him like that. I'll hurt him. I haven't told him yet. I haven't got time.....I'm dying, Alex. Please stop. "Clare...I" "STOP IT!...I DIDNT WANT ANY OF THIS! no...please" I ran as far as I could. Further, Further, Slower and slower. While tears kept streaming down my face, i came to a stop. "I love you Alex but i just can't...I" "Clare! what are you doing!" My Mum was running towards me. I looked down, seeing the ocean beneath my feet. "what?" I was standing right at the tip of a cliff. "Don't move!" My mum grabbed me with all her might. Darkness started conquering my eyes. It's now the third day after Alex said those terrifying words to me. We only... [Read More]

Tags: Second Chance, Love, Amnesia
Votes: 23
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My Story.....

Shyanne

02 Jun, 2011 02:10 PM

When I was a small child, and under the age of five I had a babysitter. I loved her dearly, but her grandson was a different story. One day I was in the room I stayed in and he came in there. I didn't think anything of it until he came over to me and whispered in my ear. i remember he saying something like if I tell anyone what he was about to do then I would regret it. Then he said,"If you don't do what I tell you I will beat you." He pulled out his male part and told me to suck it. I did what he said because I thought that would be better than getting beat. Even though I did exactly as he had said to, he still beat me. He made me start doing that to his friends. One night I was in my... [Read More]

Tags: Hurt, Unloved
Votes: 9
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Like @ first sight

KatieBrinx.. ^_^

23 Aug, 2010 10:26 PM

my story starts... when it happens to be the first day in grade 9... when we were introducing our selves to the new class teacher and new class mates... i was sitting behind the class.. 1st row.. he was sitting with his best friend... at first we didn't recognize each other.. and 'Sports Day' came... and our school always separates boys one day and girls another day... Its was girls day to go to the stadium and do their competitions... but i didn't participate.. so half of the class was empty.. most of the teachers were at the stadium.. so we had a lot of free periods.. we got to know each other more.. we exchanged emails and phone numbers... it was around 5 in the evening.. we were chatting.. and we started talking about our love life... and he said that he liked me since grade 7... you can... [Read More]

Tags: Love
Votes: 2
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my graved love

Alexa

20 Feb, 2010 09:34 AM

it was the 31st january when i first met him. He was the most shy person iv ever seen. The first second iv talked to him , i felt in love with him. I couldn't dare to look at him when i was with my bf , or even when i was alone . I made my bf dump me because i didn't want him to say that i dump him for another guy.We used to talk everyday & every night. I finally took a shot and talked to him in school. Days past and we got used to stay together everyday. We were the cutest couple ever & everybody talked about how great we were. I didn't had a birthday because of my grades,but my friends made me a surprise party and got me a pink cellphone.I got happy , but the principle reason is that HE came. It... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved, Forever Love
Votes: 19
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Dreaming...

SmithstaaSister

01 Apr, 2010 06:29 AM

Every night, it's always the same dream. It probably wouldn't frighten anyone else. It's not really scary. There's no blood and gore. It always features the same man, around twenty, dressed in black. Just your normal guy. When he speaks, it's like your own personal hell has begun. But the worst part is that the dream is impossible to remember. The only thing I'm able to remember is his smile, a disturbing smile that chills be to the bone. And always, at the end of the dream, he will say, "Remember nothing". Then, the dream will shatter, and I will be left with nothing, because no one could possibly understand the horror of this dream. And always, just like he intended, I won't be able to remember anything.The dream is killing me. I'm afraid to go to sleep at night, fearing the return of the man. I won't eat or... [Read More]

Tags: Dream, Lost, Nightmare
Votes: 7
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The lonely girl

Angi

14 Sep, 2014 04:15 AM

There once was a girl named lily she lived in Oregon but when her parents decide to move to Los Angeles she is forced to leave all her friends and her boyfriend Mike. The next day she wakes up with a moving truck it has already been packed . Her dad comes in and says to get in the car.She panicked because she wasn't ready to leave everything behind . She gets up and does what she is told . She gets dressed and gets in the car she hears the car engine power on and start to drives she turns her head as she leaves her home and then sees a boy ..... A boy....it was mike ... He is running after the car but slowly and slowly he fades away . She wakes up in a city and then asks her parents if we were there yet. Her... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Story, Pain
Votes: -11
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Girl with the broken heart

Alena

23 Aug, 2010 12:31 PM

Its the beginning of grade eleven in high school. I met this guy who was new to school, at first I didn't even think I would have such feelings towards him , because we both were so different from each other. but then we became friends, and somehow I fell in Love with him. The saddest part is that I never told him how I felt about him, because I was too scared to hear the truth. and the truth was that he had a girlfriend, and he didn't like me the way I liked him, He just want it to be friends. and later on I found out that he had a girlfriend. Here I am writing my story, Because I am still in love with him and I cannot stop thinking about him, I am depressed. I don't know what to call this L.O.V.E. or craziness, Madness I... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Unloved
Votes: 3
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