how can i move on?

chris

26 May, 2010 11:12 PM

nine months ago, i met a girl. she was perfect and beautiful and sexy. her smile, her body, her hair... everything was absolutely perfect... her skin was the perfect complexion with the perfect tint of tan, her auburn hair flowed like water, and her pale green eyes were always shielded behind long, long lashes. after one month of becoming pretty much best friends, i fell in love with her. we shared our first kiss when we were laying under the stars one night and everything progressed from there. we were dating without the label, because i never really asked her out. we were together for four months before i lost my virginity to her, and she lost hers to me. and, that's when i was sure that she loved me just like i loved her. we spent every day together, when winter came. we didn't see each other much from... [Read More]

Tags: Heart Broken, Suicide
Votes: 9

loosing a loved and boyfriend

terri-jo linklater

23 May, 2010 07:14 PM

one day i met up with a really nice looking guy that looked like the boy i met when i was younger and i found out that was him and we stared hanging out and it was love at first sight , started going out for almost a year probably about 11 and a half months between those months i lost a good friend , she had committed suicide , broke my heart and couldnt stop crying until i would see him , i kept my head high for him , just to see him happy every day . probably around new years (09) i went to his house while he was babysitting his little cousin , and before i left his house i kept on telling him " i love you soo much " and he kept on telling me " i love you more " , and he... [Read More]

Tags: Love , Death, Friendship
Votes: -1

Never Forgotten

Lizzie

21 May, 2010 10:13 PM

It's been at least four years since this incident happened. It was a complicated time. For the first time I saw my mother talking to my dad and she was crying;I've never seen her cry before. Then the next night both of my parents told me and my brother the big news,"Were having a divorce."I just stood there speechless. But the words that came from my mouth that night were the words of the me that was about to break. "Why? why does this have to happen? Can't we work it out like we always have?" And by that time i didn't notice but I found myself crying. A year later I was with my mom in Las Vegas. Asking her if she should really spend the child support money on couch bags. The only thing she said was,"It's alright I have more money coming in next month."And all I'm... [Read More]

Tags: Confusion, Reality, Love, Family
Votes: 3

The most hurt ever

memo

21 May, 2010 01:36 PM

This is my story , this is my pain the pain that I think I will never heal from it, it's hurts me so bad just like somebody had just stab me in my heart and just kill it kill it . I thought we will never reach this but unfortunately we did every time I saw her I felt happy because her face brought happiness in my life I still remembered her words she said we will never be apart we will be friends for ever but we didn't we had a fight ? I don't feel sad about having a fight but I'm sad and dying from inside because I think I'm losing her I never thought this will ever happen but it did and my heart has just fall apart and I don't think that I have the courage to hold my tears to hold my pain... [Read More]

Tags: Alone,
Votes: 4

My Mistake...

Addison

20 May, 2010 10:03 PM

Sitting on the abandoned train tracks; Sitting on the docks, dipping out toes in the freezing water; Sneaking away from reality to escape to a fantasy where I was the gorgeous heroine and he was my hero; Spending all night together... This was a normal day for me. It was about one month from the ending of school, when I met Drew. He was all I could ever ask for in a million years. I'm not going to lie, I have been in love before, but this was different. Maybe it was the fact he was a few years older than I and I hadn't dated an older man? I dunno. But it was surely different. From that month on, school was shot to hell because I spent every second with Drew. And I mean every second. I would sneak out almost every night and spend the whole night with... [Read More]

Tags: Mistake, Lost, Missing, Cigarette
Votes: 7

two years

bethany

19 May, 2010 08:31 PM

once up a time, when i was fifteen years old i dated a boy. he was sexy and handsome and just everything i could ask for in mister perfect. he was also very experienced. i was in love about a month and a week into the relationship. although i'd never felt this, i was certain he was it. the months went by as we grew closer and closer. we shared so many secrets and so many memories and we laughed so much. i had never gotten past so much as a kiss with a guy, although i found myself getting in deeper and deeper into wanting more and more from this guy. so, i grew more attached. about two years had past, and we had spent nearly every waking hour together and so many nights together. and, eventually in time, i had lost my virginity to him. i was completely... [Read More]

Tags: Two Years, Heartbroken, Wrong, Played, Blind Sided, Lied To, Stupid, Hurt, Betreayed
Votes: 4

I miss you,Chandler

Sophie

19 May, 2010 04:48 PM

There was this boy named Chandler.I loved him. He taught me to draw and because of him, one of my painting got first place in a competition. He also taught me to ride a dirt bike.We had so much fun together. He was the only one who knew my background and I his. We hung out a lot, too. But then one day, a couple days before the last day of school, my parents told me i was moving to my aunts. I was devastated. I cant even explain what it felt like. The next day I told my friends I was moving and guess what they said,"Sure,Sophie."They didnt believe me! I ran to chandler, I knew he'd understand.As i was running away my so called friends yelled he's not here,but I had to check. They were right he wasnt there.Tomorrow was the last day of school, I'd tell him... [Read More]

Tags: Missing, Lost
Votes: 1

whyy..

abbey

17 May, 2010 12:23 AM

his name is jacob. and he is love. i can't see anyone else besides him. 7 months of holding a secret relationship behind everyone's back. he made me feel. after my uncle and best friend committed suicide, i was numb. and when he came into my life, it was like i was reborn again. i was literally a different person, all my friends said so. he broke off what we had on march 25. i gave him everything that i could. and i mean everything; he held my innocents in his palms.. but he has crushed them. i'm not saying that HE is THE REASON i am so utterly, pathetically, insanely depressed.. he's just the main cause. so much hope was stored in what we had, and he was my everything. he still is my everything. now, he won't even look at me. going from crazy hot make out sessions,... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Lost, Alone, Almost Lover, Stupid, Mistakes, Memories, Missing
Votes: 21

Why Me

Ashley

12 May, 2010 05:04 AM

When i was 15 my mom met a guy that christmas we went to his house to met his family. I met a boy who had blond hair and the bluest of eyes he was a gymnast same as me and i fell for him that day not 2 seconds after we were introduced his name was Perry he seemed to be so great. My mom's new boyfriend told me he was bad news but on christmas eve i told my mom we were dating. She smiled and told me be safe she didn't approve but she wasn't going to stop me. she saw the lust clouding my eyes. We were 2 years different in age he was 17. He made my head spin. we hung out with my cousins i am mean we had so much fun together. Then not very long after a half of year pasted by... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Breakup, Cheated
Votes: 3

I want you!

Trinaa Anna

10 May, 2010 12:37 PM

I just moved to Finland, and I was really sad, because I lost all of my friends back in the other country. The guy that I met on the internet went to the same school as I do now, last year. So we started talking like 4 or mby even 5 months ago. I know that sounded weird, "i met him on the internet" and all of my new friends were making fun of me .. liking him :( so one day he decided to come to Finland and visit his "old" friends. So he came and, we didn't have any time to be alone, or to talk and stuff. And it was really awkward between us, in real life. So on the end of the day, when we went to Mc(loads of ppl) , I got really upset about the fact that he is leaving to his home, and... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Broken, Sad, Mad, Angry, Unwanting, Missing, Unloved, Waiting
Votes: 16