Dreaming...

SmithstaaSister

01 Apr, 2010 06:29 AM

Every night, it's always the same dream. It probably wouldn't frighten anyone else. It's not really scary. There's no blood and gore. It always features the same man, around twenty, dressed in black. Just your normal guy. When he speaks, it's like your own personal hell has begun. But the worst part is that the dream is impossible to remember. The only thing I'm able to remember is his smile, a disturbing smile that chills be to the bone. And always, at the end of the dream, he will say, "Remember nothing". Then, the dream will shatter, and I will be left with nothing, because no one could possibly understand the horror of this dream. And always, just like he intended, I won't be able to remember anything.The dream is killing me. I'm afraid to go to sleep at night, fearing the return of the man. I won't eat or... [Read More]

Tags: Dream, Lost, Nightmare
Votes: 7

i love him too much

gracie

31 Mar, 2010 01:20 PM

i love this boy soo much i cry just at thought of losing him. no one believes that i love with all my heart. they tell me that it isnt love but if this isnt love then wat is? because i have never felt like this. i used to be emo u no cutting myself. but then he came and i stopped. he did that. he changed my life. he takes my breath away. i mean evertime we kiss it has that rollercoaster tummy twister rush. i now this is love.its like the notebook love. we fight and fight and fight but we just fight because we love each other. when he touches me it feels like a thousand sparks are flying in the air. one time i heard he had a sex dream about someone else. i got so angry not at him for having it. u cant really... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Affection,
Votes: 8

one more chance please (kinda long)

mia

31 Mar, 2010 07:13 AM

One day I walk across the hall in my school and I was really happy but turned out that my day got ruin, just because everyone started to tease me and my boyfriend just because they never had a relationship but I got over with that day and I found out that there was another couple in my grade. That were the 2 only couples in my grade (unbelievable). Later we have a 4 night school trip and I was surprise that he came up to me during the school trip and told me that I have change his life into a better place and I smiled. During that day the teachers found out about the two relationship, soon after dinner they divide the girls and boys into this separate room. Both girls and boys had to talk about the two relationship. It was the worst night because they told... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Sad, Lost
Votes: 2

I would never believe

Tasha L.

30 Mar, 2010 06:01 PM

We met online and we spoke for a awhile. We went out on dates that I couldn't forget. I loved you. Everything went alright after a 11 months. It would almost be a year. Until I heard you where getting into problems with alcohol. Your friends didn't like me. And you never cared to stand up for me whenever they where there. I gave you a second chance. But you abused that chance. I cried all night. Thinking I would never find a decent guy who cares and loves me. Why did you betray me like that all of the sudden? Was I not worth it? Now I have another boyfriend. And he's better then you'd ever be. Now you want to ask me why I broke up with you. And that I was your queen. Your heart. Your everything. Bullshit. If I was your everything you would of never... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Love, Breakup
Votes: 1

secret love

gracie

29 Mar, 2010 09:19 AM

ok so i am 13 years old. i no its too young for love, but i just fell right into it. my boyfriend i really do love and my mother found out i was dating him so she sneak around finding every little bit of information about him. then came to me and said that i had to brake up wit him cuz he was a bad influence. which he wasn't. he might of gotten into a little trouble but not big time trouble. hes a 13 year old boy. that's wat they do. so i broke up with him because i am deeply afraid of what my mother might do to me. but a week later he wanted me back he begged me he said he couldn't live without me, and i honestly i couldn't live without him either so i said yes cuz i didn't want to lose... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Secret, Family
Votes: 6

second chance

lexi

28 Mar, 2010 08:04 PM

when you came back for a second chance. i was so happy, i thought you hated me and always will. you just don't know how happy i was that we both wanted to give it a try again.the thing that was getting in the way and my fear was loving each other again. but i knew i loved him and he told me he loved me. but then i started to get confused because everyday we would either walk home or text each other. we would constantly argue. i was always sad because you didnt know how much i cared about you and loved you oo so much. then one night we hung out at the park and i actually realized that he doesnt show how he feels about me and un wanted , i would have to move on. but throughout my freshmen year i started talking to you... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Hurt, Crushed
Votes: 3

you promised forever.

cassy

28 Mar, 2010 05:11 PM

okay, so there's this guy. we've been off and on since like forever! last year and this year.in the beginning of this year i found out he still had feelings for me ever since we broke up last year. so, of course i went back with him.he broke up with me 3 days later. i didn't understand why? i was devastated. it hurt so much. then 3 months later, i went to my friends party. my ex was there and a bunch of my friends and his friends. everyone at the party played spin the bottle. it was an awesome time. Right then and there i could see myself falling for my ex again. i promised myself i wouldn't but i did. pretty so everyone at the party became friends with benefits. my ex and all the other guys kissed me and my friends goodnight. But my ex's kiss was... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Cheating, Unloved
Votes: 1

HELP!! continued

Cassie

24 Mar, 2010 11:06 AM

ok sooo i started dating zac and its been amazingg so far.. :) i was texting him yesterday and he asked me out at 5:17 pm :) hehe i was soo happy, i was running across the house screaming.. my heart was beating fast i was soo happy.. he told me he wanted to kiss me.. i agreed to. he told me he wanted to at breakfast.. i was up for it.. we texted all night until i fell asleep.. this morning i wen to breakfast and there he was.. sitting there.. looking gorgeous as always :))!! i was soo nervous.. im always afraid to come close to him.. im afraid that id say something and heed just walk away.. but he tole me not to worry about it.. and i wont :).. we talked all through breakfast.. and walked in the halls together.. even when i went to the... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Crush, Prom, Suggest
Votes: 4

:)

Cassie

23 Mar, 2010 11:18 AM

ook so im in 9th grade.. freshman! :P I have a big problem and i neeed your help... Ive been dating this guy for 2 months, he is very nice.. but i just dont "love" him.. he loves me with all his heart.. he tells me how much he loves me everyday..but i just dont feel the same.. he doesnt even show his love for me..at all...i haven't dumped him because i dont want him to be heartbroken.. ive dumpd hiim 2 times in the past.. and he cried both times.. i dont wana see him hurt.. i care for him.. alot.. but i just dont "love" him.. ever since i moved to this school "5 months ago" i have been talking with mf bf.. about a month ago.. i caught my eye on a guy that was sooo adorable.. i thhought he was soo cute.. well today.. my friend... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Crush, Prom, Suggest
Votes: 5

Rejected

SmithstaaSister

22 Mar, 2010 02:15 PM

Once I fell in love with a boy called Cameron. He was so perfect in my eyes, and seemed to be just right for me. Unfortunately, he didn't love me back, and told me he wasn't ready for a lasting relationship. My heart was breaking, but I kept smiling, and I told him that I understood. He looked at me with those big, brown eyes, and smiled at me. Then, he walked away. A few days later, he came up to me and pushed me over very hard. I fell backwards and sprained my left wrist, but I never showed how much it hurt. He called me a few horrible names, spat on the floor next to me and walked away again. I felt horrible, rejected, and the worst part was that I never knew the reason why he did it. I waited until the next day, and realized that... [Read More]

Tags: Hearbreak, Love, Sadness, Unloved
Votes: 9